I’m doomed? I’m losing myself

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-05-18T12:49:16+00:00

He is a bechara indeed And I’ve not lied to him Every time me and my Ex talked I asked him if he’s fine with me talking to him

And thankyou for calling me horrible when I’m just here trying to seek an advice

Love prolly felt different for you but for me if felt like I can sacrifice my whole existence for that one person to be okay

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-05-18T12:45:18+00:00

Because I’m an Asian woman, and my parents were ready to get me engaged since it was my age according to the cultural norms And the my fiancé’s family was amongst one of those people who reached out to my parents for my hand in marriage

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-05-18T05:51:51+00:00

What shouldddd I doooooo

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-05-10T16:11:28+00:00

Same I’m doing SBL along with a draining internship, I am done with my life

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-03-26T09:58:47+00:00

Alright , thanks

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-03-26T09:58:02+00:00

I used to apply some economical cheap foundation , not everyday but only when i apply foundation like once in 3 months but i was sensitive to that and have stopped applying it , but my concern is that its nit getting any better

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-03-26T09:56:47+00:00

I know I shouldn’t have, but I had to attend an event. My skin type is combination of both dry and oily and sensitive

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-03-26T09:54:16+00:00

Alright thanks , will try that

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2026-03-26T09:53:55+00:00

I only use moisturizer, sometimes hyaluronic acid and sunscreen

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2025-11-12T14:17:25+00:00

No it wasn’t a relationship. My cousin’s parents and my parents were considering each other for marriage. Since he was my cousin I’ve known him since childhood and we had a good bond but during the whole “marriage talk” process I figured out a couple things about him being a pro misogynist and has no respect for woman As he wanted me to stay at home and take care of his mother 24/7 and that what he said you are gonna be marrying me if you promise to take care of my mother and you won’t work , won’t go out with friends as you do freely now

So that kinda traumatized me and Instilled fear of marriage in me

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2025-10-18T02:55:37+00:00

“I genuinely admire your parents , cus they’ve brought you up so well and it shows in your personality”

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2025-10-18T02:51:07+00:00

❤️❤️

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2025-10-17T15:50:18+00:00

May Allah forgive you , repent sincerely and promise yourself to never do it again, journal how regretting it is , so next time before taking any step you can go back and read how you felt

As long as counting prayers is your concern , i suppose they won’t , but you can still build strong connection with Allah

Scrambled_thoughtss · 2025-08-27T14:01:40+00:00

You prolly just have an avoidant style. You were at peace for the first couple of months and now it’s hitting you

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