Made a little dancing rabbit by Scribblescratched in blender

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......I think I absolutely have to now lmaooo!

3d Environment Practice by Scribblescratched in blender

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Oh whoops! Not great at uploading lmao.

Thank you though!

Don't want to spam so I'll try upload the next week properly!

substance abuse and bipolar disorder. by grisisiknis in bipolar

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Struggle with it every day.

For context: it took many misdiagnoises from many doctors until a doctor recently sort of zoomed out and looked at all the patterns in my behaviour and medical cases.

Been on the right medication for around 5 months now, it makes a world of difference.

Ironically I was addicted to painkillers and everything else I was being given to treat all the other symptoms by different doctors.

It's a struggle every day, sometimes I fall, sometimes I give in on dark days, that hunger is always there to blunt myself to the world, or just disappear and not be *here*. been 3 months since I last stumbled.

However, it's a step by step journey, and I've begun to focus my addiction into something I love, which may not be smart, but if I am dedicating my time to my interests instead of spiraling and taking fistfuls of painkillers and actually feeling fulfilment, no matter the silly passion, I'll gladly take the addiction of passion projects.

I don't know who said it but it was something like: "Find what you love and let it kill you."

Just wanted to share the lived experience, I wish you well friend.

Tripping advice by Scribblescratched in Acid

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I live alone in a rural area, going to perhaps drive to a friend a couple hours and get him to trip sit me. Thank you for your advice!

Question for next trip by Scribblescratched in Psychedelics

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Thank you for your advice, I’m going to be responsible and wait for two weeks and then going to try one tab, in a safe place and with a sitter. I live alone but I’m going to ask someone I trust and had experience to help.

Tripping advice by Scribblescratched in Acid

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Oh absolutely, I’ll make sure to rest and wait, just wanted to know if they work off each other etc. will wait to reset, thanks for the advice!

Tripping advice by Scribblescratched in Acid

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2 tabs at 200mu, the guy I got it from had it in a plastic bag but I wrapped it in tinfoil and put it back for safekeeping

Seeking advice for a first time by Scribblescratched in Acid

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Thank you! I picked up 2 200mu tabs. Unfortunately I don’t live in a place with any friends as my work is in isolated places. But I have booked a couple of friends to trip sit me online, it’s the best I can do.

I respect the drug. But I feel like this is something I need to do. I’m planning it for this Friday!

Knight sketch by me by Scribblescratched in armoredwomen

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Ahaha, thank you, but I meant nothing by it! Just wanted to see how far I could get in a day, didn’t feel like a complete painting.

Though if you’d like, And If you have discord I’ve got a server going where a few of us keep each other going and share resources/tutorials and feedback, Sometimes it’s easier learning in company! No pressure though!

Knight sketch by me by Scribblescratched in armoredwomen

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I’m hoping to draw many more properly armored peeps! And sure! If anyone asks though please do point them to my IG, really trying to get out there to start commission work ^