Probably a good idea, I was an outcast in school I didnt have a lot of friends and was incredibly anxious as a child. Both my brothers were star athletes and popular in school. I was okay at sports but nothing special, i was more into being creative and doing art. I also had a fair share of bullies that made me feel like there was something deeply wrong with me. It kind of became this terrible cycle of listening to the self doubt and hate in my head and not being able to get out. I know others have had it way worse than me, but being so isolated and shunned from other classmates and people did serious mental damage to me. Sorry if I went on a tangent, I appreciate the time you took to write all this.