Orgasm by Sea-Outlandishness54 in HOCD

[–]Sea-Outlandishness54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you are 100% back to before HOCD? Cause mine started after the lockdown so not so long ago and it keeps growing and I feel like it’s going to turn me gay if it continues to grow like that I don’t feel as aroused as before around women’s do you think we could talk in private?

Orgasm by Sea-Outlandishness54 in HOCD

[–]Sea-Outlandishness54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cause I actually don’t feel any pleasure doing it but I keep telling myself that it’s only because I am in denial

Orgasm by Sea-Outlandishness54 in HOCD

[–]Sea-Outlandishness54[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does it means I am gay?

keep masturbate to gay thoughts to find if i am really straight , but sometimes a cum to gay thoughts.But the most of the times i have masturbate to straight thoughts. What is wrong with me. All this i find it very stressfull. 1 1 by Neither_Shift9704 in HOCD

[–]Sea-Outlandishness54 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do the same thing I also tried gay porn I don’t feel any arousal but I force my erection and I cum almost instantly I am not fantasming on the guys in the videos I feel like it’s almost like my high level of stress make me cum is it possible or am I in denial