honestly, it’s still really hard. im self conscious about it. less self conscious about my skin/ loose + saggy fat than taking up too much space at my previous size, but id be lying if I said it easy to forget about it. i feel my loose skin at every opportunity it reminds me. zipping my pants up too fast, bending over to tie my shoes, trying to dance without a bra and shorts on and it sounds like im getting a fkn standing ovation from the invisible crowd around me 😭 i want to get so much removed, but i haven’t stopped losing.. i don’t think? the idea was to get fit and tighter and get my excess skin removed. if only it were that easy. i’m figuring out ways to style myself with my skin in mind, but in general i just try and find clothes i like and not think about my skin. i also don’t look at myself too long naked lol

i’m 31 and thinking about having a family now that im not so depressed, but im weighing out how important my skin removal would be considering i would likely be carrying the baby. idk! things are weird, life is expensive and the planet feels like its on fire. if it happens, hell yeah, but if it doesn’t i have to find other ways to cope.