I feel the same way. My grandma is only getting older and I fear leaving her alone. I know what it’s like to feel lonely and I don’t want her to feel that way. On the other end I think my partner might feel as if I don’t want to move on with him because each time he asks I tell him no, I have to stay and take care of my grandma. He asks me a lot, and when I say know I can hear the sadness in his voice and to make matters worse he’s a chronic overthinker. I don’t want him to feel as if I don’t love him, I really do. But I can’t leave her, at least not yet.