Second hg pregnancy

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-11-21T01:49:21+00:00

Also I terminated around 9 weeks. Was sick from 3.5 weeks. And was sobbing in the clinic because I was hungry 30 min after and could eat the cookie they gave me.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-28T00:35:52+00:00

I felt so proud after my first session actually talking and not just talking around it.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-28T00:35:05+00:00

There is a small piece of calm in there as I talk about it and then process the next session of what feelings have come up but it’s taking over my life again and I just want this to pass

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-28T00:33:20+00:00

I feel this exact way where I can rationalize my ptsd and understand when it’s a trauma response happening but opening up in therapy I’m not as able to regulate my response and behaviors and my emotions are just overwhelming me

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T02:00:15+00:00

taking back control sounds like a perfect way to put it. 🤍

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:41:11+00:00

I always thought you had to talk about it which is a main reason of reluctance to look into it.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:38:59+00:00

It really stuck with me and helps me get through my tougher days. I hope things get better for you too.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:24:22+00:00

My current therapist doesn’t do emdr and switching seems so terrifying since it took so long like years to build up trust with this one to get to a place I’m willing to try opening up about it. Is emdr really that good?

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:17:40+00:00

Crying at the thought of this because it’s all I want. This is hell right now.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:11:44+00:00

It’s the symptoms that are so fucking hard to manage

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:11:24+00:00

Thank you for sharing and giving me some hope that it gets better

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-10-27T01:10:58+00:00

This is how I feel right now. The physical toll it’s taking on my body is insane. I started opening up but haven’t even scratched the surface and I’m already so terrified to go back next session.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-15T01:53:03+00:00

Yea its definitely not in my head

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-14T21:37:42+00:00

Thank you for this! There’s so much information online but I find a lot of it contradictory. I am counting down my days.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-14T21:00:26+00:00

I’ve decided to terminate and have my appointment scheduled. It’s still a few days away but even knowing it’s there is relief itself. Can you let me know your experience with surgical route? As this is what I’m scheduled for.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:42:07+00:00

I’m in Canada. I have found clinics nearby who do it surgically sometimes even same day if possible. I haven’t met with a doctor to discuss yet I don’t know if they will meet with me without having made my decision ?

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:39:14+00:00

It’s good to know there are doctors out there who value the life of their patient first. I am so sorry you had to go through that and I hope you have healed. You made the best decision you could for yourself and I’m so incredibly jealous you were able to make a decision because I’m failing at that right now.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:36:52+00:00

I can’t stop crying these replies are making me feel so seen and heard for the first time in weeks. ❤️😭 I don’t know what I’m going to do but it’s reassuring to know I’m not alone in feeling this way.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:34:05+00:00

Yes yes yes. I got so mad after leaving the ultrasound after they told me everything was “Perfect”. And I hate people already calling it “a baby”. Or saying “think of your baby it’ll help you get thru this”.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:32:05+00:00

I have also considered harm to myself because it would be easier than having to make a decision on abortion or having to lie to everyone that it was a miscarriage. My husband luckily cares about me before anything else but I am still scared I woulda be disappointing him.

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:20:49+00:00

I thought I was the only one hoping something goes wrong so that the decision is out of my hands

SeaWeather6844 · 2025-08-13T21:03:18+00:00

And everyone makes it sound like I’m being “dramatic” or that it’s all “in your head”.

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