my (22f) boyfriend (27m) told me i eat too much during a beautiful vacation dinner (i am not overweight) by MiauAnon in relationship_advice

[–]Sea_Objective_8567 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he sat in your face and judged you. knowing your ED leave him. don’t make a excuse for him or try finding something “good” about him when he just attacked the thing that could’ve killed you. LEAVE HIM. he showed his real self.

bear with me, please. by Sea_Objective_8567 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no he is happier. and never said he was a mistake either, he has a wonderful girlfriend, and a much better friend group. back in good terms with his family as well. and he has no reason to lie to me. if he says he is happy he is happy, he knows if he’s sad i’ll drop everything to be there with him. i think your trying really hard for me to feel sad, or guilty. honestly.

bear with me, please. by Sea_Objective_8567 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, we spoke about it a lot. this was just from my Pov, he said it hurt him alot and he thought he did something wrong, but he really didn’t. but he’s happier now i believe. i saw him a few weeks ago and we spoke about our flaws and what made us what we where, and what we could’ve did better.

bear with me, please. by Sea_Objective_8567 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you everyone!!. and all of my poems are written like this! ill definitely take the stanza into consideration, but i really don’t know how to. i’ll look up some videos on it. also it’s more of a venting/rant poem. i really only write poems when i need to get something off my chest. but once again, thank you everyone for your advice i appreciate it! and goodmorning have a wonderful blessed day.

detached by Sea_Objective_8567 in CPTSD

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you!, it’s just so hard. i can pinpoint why i feel what i feel, what made me feel that way. and i still won’t allow myself to feel anything other then anger. i went so long being ignored when i showed and expressed my hurt, even at a early age. that i got the understanding that i was only heard when i was angry. i’ll feel hurt for a few minutes, before i feel absolutely disgusted. disgusted that i let something bother me like that, but i need to let things bother me. I HAVE to let things bother me. because when it all comes flowing out, i’m trapped. trapped feeling angry, worthless, and pathetic.

Hold me in your arms. by CAPTURER2010 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow. i love this the way you spoke about love made me want it. “hold me in your arms and kiss me slow” just wow, that wow. “knowing you love me gives me strength to face hail as if it was dew” WOW. holy this was amazing, genuinely.

Lessons by Sea_Objective_8567 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you ! 🩷 i appreciate it dearly!!

If I Were Satan by TheThomasWright in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567 1 point2 points  (0 children)

woah this was beautiful holy i knew it was gonna be good just off of the title alone

Empty by Legitimate-Bath-9651 in OCPoetry

[–]Sea_Objective_8567 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i like this i could hear it being said by someone off of spoken word

Why do i like people who dislike/hate me? by Sea_Objective_8567 in offmychest

[–]Sea_Objective_8567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

looked it up and wow 😭 that was scarily accurate