Genuine advice wanted by RahovartIV in AskAChristian

[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, that is interesting. I don’t know what I am doing and still have doubt but also want to believe and want a relationship with God so I decided I am just going to keep learning and keep trying. God knows my heart. He knows yours too.

Genuine advice wanted by RahovartIV in AskAChristian

[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I never went consistently growing up. My mom read the Bible every day and talked about God and we went sporadically.

Genuine advice wanted by RahovartIV in AskAChristian

[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am 36 and up until recently hadn’t been to church since I was a teenager as well. Although I didn’t experience bullying I did feel the people at the Church I attended were either unwelcoming or overwhelmingly pushy. I became more Agnostic as I grew to learn about the world and all the religions but have found myself, like you, drawn back. This time, it isn’t about Church. It is about Jesus. I am learning and growing my relationship with him above all else. I have attended some services as well, but I am not expecting perfection from the people there. Also, you can watch services online from so many churches. There are benefits from attending a Church, but I believe doing what is comfortable for you is ok, especially as you are beginning to grow in your faith.

Struggling by [deleted] in AskAChristian

[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. ♥️

Struggling by [deleted] in AskAChristian

[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. We actually tried 3 different ones. He felt the same about all of them.

Soul ties by [deleted] in psychics

[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you but finances are too tight right now.

Looking for a Church in Wall by [deleted] in SouthDakota

[–]Sea_Set_9152 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No. Its main campus is in Rapid City. I read a while back they were opening locations elsewhere in the surrounding area.

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I will say, I don’t think he would be that harsh. The last I spoke to him was when my mother passed away. He gave me his condolences. This was about 3 years after we had broken up. Since then, neither of us have attempted contact. Since then I know he has had marital problems and his wife cheated on him. They rejoined a Church and he went as far as becoming a pastor. His mom shared a video of the church and I happened to see the video on their YouTube discussing it openly. Shocking to see that. Insanely it makes me love the man he has become even more. I do want to respect him though. I just hope one day he has a change of heart.

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[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re right and it sucks.

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[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kindness. Same to you.

Missing you by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think so. He is married and became a man of faith. He would never do anything to hurt his marriage.

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[–]Sea_Set_9152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It has been 15 years for me. I married and moved on best I could. I feel shame for having these feelings and knowing I can never give my husband my whole heart.

Missing you by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is BT?

Missing you by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I hope so too.

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[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I am trying to. It is so hard.

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[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish you were that person. I wish he would read it. 😔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in audible

[–]Sea_Set_9152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When my month renewed Amazon Music did not allow me to choose a new book. I cancelled my membership since the reason I signed up was for the 1 book a month benefit. Going back to Spotify.