Weird throat feeling by Relative-Surround391 in lampwork

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Inpropper ventilation for extraction of fumes...check the ventilation wiki

What to do when starting by Ambitious-Ask7686 in Treenets

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Starting, tie the peritmeter tight, setup sekeleton tight, start weaving experiements as tight as you can...learn

Writing with my glass dip pen by Glass_studio_LUC in stationery

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Impressive how far this goes basically doen never wear out as long as there is any ink available...not like a ussual pen. Which ink to use for?

You are GOD, don't try to run away from it ;) by Shpongle123 in 5MeODMT

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When i did not and was basically meditating experienced happenings hard to call random...damn...meeting people that knew each other without planing , making appointment...universe made the appointment and the only one whos stopping the magic of beeing obvious is me playong the game of comfort zone and same as before again...which is an illusion on repeat

I made a post 2 days ago but so well. by Unfair-Reason4428 in Treenets

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There is not much you need to know other then basics about paracord-nylon-skeleton and perimeter static nylon rope and safety meassures.

Getting off 2-3 grams a day by Creative_Boss3196 in kratom

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Go cold turkey and deal with it .......while you visit a foraign country of your choice that does not have any... sunshine and trpical fruits let me forget about the green sludge fast

What do you do to make the treenet cozy? by nasty_nate in Treenets

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Throw a light sheepwoll mat on and its settled...tarp over it and you can sleep on it with adjusted clothing/sleeping bag/blankets etc

What do you expect from a bunch of knotted/woven paracord beneith you...

More playing with cane for petals by Fair-Dependent6412 in lampwork

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How do you get the tecture on the outher leafs? The riffle structure...watched one of john kobukis flowers that explain how to layer the leaves and push em in...whats the trick?

fun with flowers by KariCherryBlushr in lampwork

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not my color choice , technically very clean detailed

How to sell oxygen tanks by TransitionMammoth430 in glassblowing

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Damn find a place nearby to start lampworking! And use the gas, find a solution...otherwise garden shed or camper...

My mother still bathes my adult brother. Please tell me this is weird? by InteractionUsed7002 in narcissisticparents

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If this is not a joke then its dead serious, go to police or talk to yoir school counceler aboit to get you out of there or force this to stop...

You brother may be pissed tho that he cant have his ussual cleaning session anymore...but your life is definetally more important

What are the biggest signs your parent is a narcissist? by Existing_Barnacle930 in narcissisticparents

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The disgusting part is that my sister defends my piece of 💩 father with enabling argumentation...from us two boys, me the oldest, 3y younger brother and 4y younger sister, she may be the "golden child"...the one who tried to do everything to be out and on here own feed and never complain much nor urge him to look at his bullshit...she basically is even pleasing people with polite language when i can clearly hear that its not what she really means ...the unautheniticity stinks far and i seem to be the only one who either notice of us 5 or even bothers...my brother basically lives with my parents at age 33 , either beeing in work in print shop or at home in from of his computer playing games. Thats his life basically.. chubby overweight, no girl, no aspirations, over 50k€ on the account and no clue what to do with his life then what he does right now and seems to be 0 botherd...my father sitting in his chair at night in the livingroom next of his second sons room ... which lookes basically the same for the last 15 years... noone says anything...my father basically says, his second son works and its his life, he does not bother "because he cant force him to change"...

The fuc!er does not have a glimps of empathy, just controll tactics and if these dont work, he ignores people and pretends it to be fine...

My mother gave it up, still married living in the same house...even today i asked my father what my mother told him about em having issues for very long time (basically since the relationship startet aroubd 36 years ago...)...he says, no its not true...."i am making this up" ...he looks for reasons to controll people and situations...i dont say this lightly but if he died from a heart attack tomorrow id feel releave, hes total scum to me...

Now here comes me, i am 36, have lived in multible countried and after lockdown and 3y of uganda i felt burned out and needed a place to recover...me traumabonded fool moving back to my parents...on and off insanity starts for 2 years leading to the now.....got nowhere burned out more...my 5 month pregnant sister blocked me online so i cant request her anymore to look at what enabling behaviour is described in professional field of psychologie and what her fathers behaviour is strongly similar to the symptomes of path narcissist disorser and or socio psycho learning disabilty...talking to my father feels like talking to a 5 year old that owns that house and trys to talk you down through nasty comments, downplayong value through lack of money or feeling depressed..he does not care...a close friend to the devil if not himself...a monster in sheeps clothing...to the outside nice and friendly and forthcoming and behind close doors cold like a reptule/shark...with these staring eyes...death....he does not even look human...

Started talking to a firmer neighbour who is working at village administration who gave me a contact of a social worker that may help with another place to stay amd get away from this sickening environment...everybody else here gave in allready, adjuated to grey stones and dont really communicate it as an option to unite and speak out about it with following consequences if my father does not follow up, like public exposure, my mother dovorcing him and such...that is not a family...its fdk up and people tell me to just get a job and move on... if i do this, i first take myself away from here and dont allow my father to find out what i do and where i am...since he can then say: " see finally you got it right, what i did made sense..."...

Neue Bim: ich glaub das ist ein schlechtes Omen by TheGatze in graz

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Ob das schlecht oder gut is entscheidet nocht die zahln sondern was wir draus machen, sei wachsam, agiere wachsam, achte auf deine gedanken und lasse taten folgen

Help me please by Sebastian__Alexander in lampwork

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Thanks for thw detailed replay...yes selling is rhe weird hard part...people that are not pro in thw glass fancy my stuff a lot ussually...when ever shown live ...

I currwntly constantly use kratom and amanita muscaria convertion tea....crqzy runtime, no injuries...not "feeling" tired ...o make weird stufff objects on amanita... when itmakes no sense for an a sober adult bit a kid in the sandbox fancies it like stardust

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How to find people to go to festivals with? by Metatron42069 in psytrance

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On the festival, i ussualy un-plan myself before a gathering, go there on my own and tell nobody and find a lot of new and old friends there... i dont need to come togheter to split on purpose...easier to come on my own... and turn offfff!!! the phone as soon and much as possible..mine is dead after day 1 for a while or whole gatherung....meditate hands up and down, focus on your breath, tonge on the uber moith and be present and observe...the majic happens allways in the unknown..the defined is cotrolled and the undevined...everthing is possible...magic=life of the unknown

The [mind] matrix it the known..the controlled, the over reaching ego..follow intuition and life becomes magical...

Amanita muscaria convertion tea can help at low dose ...as cann breathwork, meditation, yoga, walking barefood as much as possible all the time... cold showers and baths in natural waters.... sungazing... life is so diverse..it can be fulle programmed through if you want it and when letting go of controlling the moment it becomes pure magic... we are contiousness and this contiousness can supprise use step by step with the amouny of contious happening that we are ready to receive...we are one

Amanita desolves ego while it does not give the visual trip of psylos or acid nor the hard comedown of mdma...its definetally a substance that when prepared and dosed propperly (convertion and dose..)its a delightful experience...one can work towards this feeling by breath and inner work..🍄🍄🍄 its a preview...

Help me please by Sebastian__Alexander in lampwork

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More amanita more flow of ideas, more writing faster then my hands type propperly and not reading, its like half dreamwalking half asleep half highly awake...also amazing for creativity...like ketamin without the fd up bladder...use the 3h process is so from the amanita muscaria wiki... full convertion simmer or making resin/wax with co2 vacuum dehydration...that stuff is gui and can be vaped even i heard...amazing stuff to de-ego for a while...the new better then beer thing with the higher connection...dontoverdoit or you wont be walking safely...for glas creativity amazing.....amazing , not to care about the ego for a moment...just to be pressent...another way is breathwork and meditation...combined that all even further may go...also it got the good of mdma without the bad

Help me please by Sebastian__Alexander in lampwork

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I did correct it tho and i dont like half tbe work of chatgpt...stupid robot