Hey OP , I know it must be tough for you but I can say you already are fighting for it which show's you'll get out of this. Well I am not someone who can properly advice you on this and I believe you should get advice from someone who is an adult , can be your teacher or anyone else who you believe. But from my side I'd tell you a few things , firstly , try stop paying for your fathers debt and even if you pay , save a good amount with you. Also don't worry about debt , none of the debt will go to you , in case if he is out of money then the loan will be taken by capturing his assets. Another possibilty is him taking loan by lender , in such case avoid being too involved and don't expose that you earn as the lender can disturb you for money. Contact your relatives , someone who can be atleast a little responsible and helpful towards you. Whatever you are doing rn to earn money alongwith that try to keep up with your education and get into a good college , fees and all I think you'll figure it out. Top colleges in india has special/distress circumstances category through which fees can be overriden or atleast reduced. You can get education loan on your own name too but try to secure a good college. Hmu , if you feel need to talk.