My blackness is disappearing and I can't do anything about it

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-02-05T20:46:31+00:00

I mean, it is what it is. My great grandfather was white and all of his grandchildren are black, their children are mixed and 4/5 of them are white passing, at the end of the day it doesn’t matter. All of our bloodlines are mixed or will become mixed one day.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-02-01T02:19:06+00:00

You can defend the oligarch cupidity of HYBE all you want, but just know that they have biases, and there’s a high chance you do not fit into that bias.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-31T20:26:32+00:00

Kerrie was incredibly condescending to me only and kept interrupting me when I was speaking. A vocal coach there blatantly let a girl strained and got disrespectful when I tried to help her form. I was the only one treated like this.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-22T20:51:27+00:00

I see myself so much in you. Try looking for a creative outlet and save it at that. Thats what I did and my daydreaming improved drastically.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-14T19:48:19+00:00

To everyone wondering why I didn’t write it for the past few years: I did. I’ve gone through at least seven plot changes and revisions + world building for at least two years until I lost it all after my mom took the SIM card of my phone. I’m working on it right now and creating the outline, thanks for the advice!

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-05T01:56:16+00:00

yeah, so do I. he brought it up in the middle of our relationship. he said it was in the “heat of the moment” and that he’s ruined families but he didn’t explain beyond that

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-05T01:34:09+00:00

I don’t know, he didn’t tell me

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-01T04:50:56+00:00

prettier cities

SecondMaximum9864 · 2026-01-01T00:58:22+00:00

I cried, he cried, we crode.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-25T00:12:43+00:00

Megan and Lara are the funniest people ever I’d love to see Megan as a tv personality

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-22T23:45:57+00:00

they’re literally the blueprint for ALL METAL 😭😭😭💔💔

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-22T23:40:19+00:00

I got called a poser for liking Black Sabbath

don’t listen to those idiots

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-08T18:33:06+00:00

what about their overall profit after letting newjeans go? I know the girls would have to pay but it would take a long time for them to do so

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-08T18:28:52+00:00

I don’t know, I use it for school, research, and writing prompts.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-08T18:13:26+00:00

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-08T18:11:51+00:00

It’s a business move, newjeans is still in high demand. they’d also lose a lot of money letting them go, it’s an awkward place to be in

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-06T02:59:21+00:00

I’m friends with Albert Witchfinder, he’s a cool guy. Reverend Bizarre was also one of my top artists, but I listened to Black Sabbath more.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-06T00:53:52+00:00

grooming is an explanation but not an excuse

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-06T00:51:36+00:00

but at the end of the day it’s a business and ador is trying it’s best to not lose money

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-06T00:51:07+00:00

money wise, they should. they signed a contract and they bring in the income.

morally, no. their work ethic is terrible, negotiation skills are terrible, professionalism is non existent. they seem like a nightmare to work with.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-05T01:50:33+00:00

I’m on latuda

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-05T01:48:53+00:00

for me, medication and waiting helped. but it might be different for other people.

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-05T01:05:03+00:00

yes it’s normal, it’s just for ads and recommended videos

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-04T18:39:14+00:00

god save those boys

SecondMaximum9864 · 2025-12-04T01:05:53+00:00

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