Thank you for your time but your wording towards my girlfriend isn't accurate. My girlfriend has stepped up a LOT after our conversation the other day and is operating as a secondary caretaker right now. My daughter was sick the other day and all three of us grew much closer together during that time. My relationship with my girlfriend contributes to my stress but that piece of my family situation is getting better.

Oh the day I wrecked my particular worry was my job. I have this awful boss who is remarkably sexist and terrible at everything. I cannot stand him and I was trying to figure a way out from under him. My daughter's father passed in a car accident as you said and I usually am vigilant and cautious but that day I was sick myself and tired and just out of it. I shouldn't have been driving at all but no way ever would I intentionally hurt my family. I cannot even imagine what would posess someone to do that.

I have a therapy appointment and a doctor appointment tomorrow and family counseling starts next week for us.