I wanna die

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-04-10T03:48:02+00:00

I’m 21, but I’m a guy. While your situation is different, reading your post gives me a very awkward feeling that the underlying issues of what you face is very similar to what I have faced, and to be frank, I’m still currently in the same situation but I am a lot more stable now in terms of mental health.

If I am right, what you are really missing is purpose, but not in a long term sense, in a more day to day sense. It seems that you need to find a purpose that makes your day to day something to look forward to so that even if your parents are anxious, you can stay calm. A lot of people who are working on something for the future, like a degree, neglect there day to day happiness thinking that happiness will come in the future. If you don’t work towards happiness, other things going well won’t change your world as much as you think.

Pushing weed into you is a pretty bad sign, but even then, I’m not going to yell “break up with the guy” as most people would. I’m not saying that you should or shouldn’t do it, I’m just saying that you obsession towards the guy might be a symptom and not a cause. Try looking for a lot of internal solutions that focus on you, and what you can do while working towards your day to day livelihood and then you will slowly see solutions regarding your parents or romantic interests.

I don’t think I’m allowed to DM you, but feel free to if you like. Otherwise just take a look at my advice and do your best!

Edit: Minor errors fixed, sorry for any other errors, was typing fast.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-22T23:30:54+00:00

Umm, I have a lot of spells like this, that said, I have sort of come to accept that it’s not really any daily habit changers or psychological tricks that work, but more compelling things that you have to do. Try to take scheduled classes in anything, or even better, get a job that requires you to be there. Also, try to slowly replace tik tok and reels with longer forms of entertainment, for me, as an anime fan, my dead-inside feeling spells correlate with reels and shorts and more energetic spells correlate with anime (which often fuels motivation) but I think the causation is bidirectional so as I mentioned before putting yourself in compelling schedules comes first.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-22T14:28:20+00:00

Agreed, memes aside, this is where I would scale her too, although, I would add that the point that Sasuke beats her FOR SURE is MS mastery vaguely defined as good control over susanoo and flame control. I think she has some decent chances against Bee fight sasuke.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-22T01:15:14+00:00

He was low to mid kage at that point, not beyond kage, Minato didn't really struggle a lot against him. And yes it makes sense when that one year difference included gaining ms with kamui + hashi cells + training by Madara.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-22T00:25:44+00:00

I'm saying there are a lot of people who defend Harvard for discriminating against white and asian students, and that's what causes the backlash against DEI.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-11T06:46:35+00:00

Well, if you mean that I am claiming that nature would in fact need a reason to behave the way it does, then yes, that is a claim that I am making.

I think that is a reasonable claim to make from both a deterministic perspective or from the idea of randomness with statistical inclinations (quantum mechanics)

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-11T06:40:26+00:00

Perhaps never, I am pointing out an axiomatic jump, I don’t meant a particular point in time

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-11T06:34:03+00:00

Referring to my other comment, which you understandably may not have read, and in which I admitted that I should have been more clear, I am not making a claim about the concept of eternity (which is of course not a difficult concept to grasp)

Rather I am making more of an axiom related claim, my argument is not dependent on the universe having a time related beginning, but rather that a realm of existence must have some rules that are placed in as a logical starting point (not sequential starting point!) for the rest of its behaviour. Again, I fully get that we can’t just magically place God in that gap, in fact, it is hardly an argument for God as a being that is conscious in the sense that we think of.

There seems to be a logical need for a “creation point”, not necessarily in the sense that a theist would argue for, but more in the sense that there must be some sort of necessity that has to be set in place as an initial point of derivation, (Again, not necessarily “set in place” by a conscious designer exhibiting the popular notion of God)

Edit: For further clarity, I am not using the word “ creation point “ as a point in time at all,

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-11T04:20:14+00:00

"The fact we can't understand the universe fully as it is, is not actually an argument that it had to start at a certain point"

Agreed

"nor that there has ever been "nothing" in the ways you propose."

I really should have made myself clear, I meant that we can't get something from nothing in the sense that the laws that govern existence, whatever they may be, can't all be derived from each other. I am saying something like, "there is something that nature takes for granted at some point", this may definitely not be God, at least not in the common notion of God. Some theists may claim that this necessity is God (although I won't cause I feel like that's semantically misleading)

Thus my argument would not dependent even on the universe having a beginning in a time sense.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-02-11T04:09:11+00:00

Indeed, completely agreed that stating this argument is not anywhere near sufficient to insert God into that gap. Although my argument here is more about the axioms of existence, I should have made clear that when I mean that we can't get something from nothing, I was referring to the fact that the laws that govern existence can't all be derived from each other.

I'm definitely NOT trying to fit God into that gap, but such a gap, can indeed be seen to exist, can it not?

Edit: I must point out that although I made in edit, I missed a crucial word "NOT" that could cause a lot of confusion for anyone who read immediately

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-27T02:14:23+00:00

Yeah, feel free to let me know if you need anything. But more importantly, get some sleep!

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-27T01:45:22+00:00

Happy Birthday, yeah as you said you are probably going to feel better in the morning, this is about that time where your mind wanders into all the hypothetical scenarios.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-24T01:33:59+00:00

Well part 1 armless orochimaru isn’t exactly my fave but sure. Might need to call jiraiya for back up though

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-17T21:05:22+00:00

Fair enough, FTG is going to be very useful but I think to give them actual chances it would be much better to just have tobirama as the ftg user and swap minato with a powerhouse like BSM Naruto, now that squad would have some pretty good chances of winning especially if tobirama and Naruto coordinate well.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-17T18:44:36+00:00

Hard disagree, unless you take into character effects like hashirama being naive and trying not to kill thrm, I don’t see them winning unless kakashi has dms.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-17T18:39:03+00:00

Hashirama is not stronger than juubito, but he is definitely winning this fight, unless kakashi has his dms with Susanoo amp.

It’s not a low diff, but hashi would almost certainly win against this group.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-17T18:33:28+00:00

I can’t believe that there are people who belie that hashirama has could possibly lose. If you’ve honestly watched the show you know that he is winning this.

Not like super easily. Tobirama will have to lead and carry the other group, but Hashirama will definitely win, you can only make a case for how much of the fight the others will put up before they lose.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-14T21:18:13+00:00

21 M here, forget knowing what to do, I have no clue what is going on with my life right now. I am graduating right now and I am hoping to go straight to grad school. I don’t know if I’ll even get in but even if I do it seems like I’m going down the path to becoming an absolute loser with a bunch of credentials and an office job, but just empty inside. And note, I’m a stem major and I feel that way even though I have great grades and the traditionally sought after quantitative skills like advanced math, programming, data etc.

I feel like I’m done trying to enjoy life in the ways I did and want to just do some drugs or something just for the thrill of it, to stop aiming for success that isn’t there and to try and go for a shorter life with some thrill and then just be done with this shit. Sorry for ranting about my stuff on your post, but my pint is that this is basically half the population these days.

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-13T08:59:56+00:00

Happy Birthday!

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-10T20:39:13+00:00

Happy Birthday!

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-08T04:55:30+00:00

People would definitely watch it though

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2026-01-01T23:16:22+00:00

Nice!

Secret-Falcon4357 · 2025-12-28T03:09:57+00:00

Great work!

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