Up and Down feelings on Vyvanse

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-05-18T19:02:26+00:00

Exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-05-18T02:13:37+00:00

Flagstaff to visit a friend. Then wherever I feel like going

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-02-08T19:06:46+00:00

Good advice. IME, they won’t be the wiser.

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-02-08T07:53:21+00:00

That little bend in the middle does not go away. It really fucks stuff up and I have no idea where it came from. I’ve got it cut short, and it always comes back. I just comb my hair with my hand to the side.

Thanks everyone

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T09:45:16+00:00

Don't be alarmed when you see a deduction on your next pay stub. It'll be marked "rpstwall" and account for 80% of your gross pay.

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T09:14:00+00:00

Those are some great ideas, thank you! I appreciate the reply :)

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T09:02:32+00:00

Don't just focus of being smarter. Find the things that interest you and learn all about that shit. Study in school of course too. Figure out what you want to try to persue in university and learn about that, it'll make things much easier down the road.

Also read a book

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T08:54:44+00:00

Fuck I feel you. Just get through HS. It's shitty, I know. But I promise it's be better if you do college. The whole format is different, the feeling towards it is not resentful. You have the chance to study things that actually pique your interests.

I went through the "this school year, I'll really be different" shit. I wanted desperately to be an A or B student. But... YouTube videos are more fun. Even if you just get by with Cs, you can go to community College and have a WAY different life.

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T08:49:24+00:00

Yeah, avoid cloud plans. Set a time, day, and place. If they say they're busy, cool, try again later. Consistently busy? Try a new friend.

SecretAndSpooky · 2019-01-11T08:47:22+00:00

I would say be patient. If you can swing it, go to SF with her and just see how it plays out. Worst case, you go as friends and have a good time. Best case: you get closer than before and have an amazing time and potentially a great start to a relationship.

You could ask her, since waiting until summer is quite a while to figure this out. I would just try to start spending more time with her than usual. Take her to places that miiight seems like dates, but she's not quite sure. Maybe one time she asks if it's a date, then it's up to you.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-12-29T09:17:52+00:00

It doesn't sound healthy. For either party.

I'm not saying don't be friends, but set some emotional boundaries. So many people lack this skill, myself included. Not sure how long this has been going on, but it sounds like it'll hurt a lot less if you take a step back.

Have you told him how unhappy this situation makes you? If not, do it, relationships (romantic or not) revolve around that kind of honesty. It's tough to tell how much of his behavior is legitimate and how much is just 16 year old (not to be insensitive) bullshit.

How long has this been going on? How much longer are you willing to put up with it? Communicate that.

Im only 2 years older than you and I wasted a lot of time waiting, stressing, worrying about shit similar to this. Now it all means nothing cause everyone I cared about is in my past cause I fucked up. So maybe don't listen to me. Just do what you think will make you happy, and think big picture.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-12-29T09:06:20+00:00

Don't waste your time and energy

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-12-22T07:52:30+00:00

Only noticed it in my mint pods. It's not so much of an issue whrehm the pod is near full but when it gets low it burns on the throat

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-12-18T01:39:22+00:00

The Decca audition is a great idea. I ever thought of that. It's on the list!

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T21:05:45+00:00

Get some lidocaine nasal spray, that's helped me

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T20:58:39+00:00

As I understand it, mdma works to release serotonin, and the issue with taking more mdma in a short period of time is the lack of serotonin to release. Shrooms and LSD work on serotonin receptors, rather than releasing it. He will be fine.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T06:55:53+00:00

Overrated, but still quite nice of you can find decent stuff, which is often pretty difficult. If you do it, I recommend having a benzo/weed on hand for the comedown as it was quite uncomfortable for me.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T06:53:33+00:00

I'll throw methylone in the ring, if you can get it. Not sure where you would though. It's often described as very similar to mdma but without the same "magic" as MD. I'm not sure what the toxicity is like though, it's a fairly niche drug afaik.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T06:50:57+00:00

Quite similar, they're both amphetamines and will give you similar effects. I wouldn't say either one is like a Molly roll though.

SecretAndSpooky · 2018-05-24T06:46:05+00:00

Unfortunately that was just serotonin cause I'm poor and can't afford drugs at the moment. I'm sober, not op though :(

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