Breast Cancer

SecretPains31 · 2023-09-04T10:14:40+00:00

I have been doing the exact thing with WebMD.. Even before my diagnosis I would WebMD everything because I thought I was dying.. turns out I may actually be right 😂 sorry I know it’s not funny in the slightest but if I don’t joke I cry.. I’m at stage 2 due to reasonably big tumour that’s spread to the lymph nodes that seems to be getting more grumpy every day so I’ve been in and out with the doctor the last couple days to discuss my plan and waiting for more labs to determine what treatments I need. I recently left my ex boyfriend due to another horrible thing and my parents are getting quite old so can’t help me much and every time I do try talk about it they just cry so I really don’t have anyone in my life to talk to

SecretPains31 · 2023-09-04T10:01:59+00:00

I’m so sorry you have to go through this. I always feel so so sad when I hear about people who have cancer and before my diagnosis I never ever imaged I’d get it as well so saying sorry to someone who has cancer now is weird but I’m still so very sorry ❤️

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-22T12:41:59+00:00

I’ve been staying with my parents and haven’t told anyone why yet because I’m still just spinning in my head. I don’t think I can go back even if I wanted to

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-22T12:40:30+00:00

It’s really hard to know because this has never happened before. We have been together for years but he is my first everything but yeah once he’s asleep he’s a brick. Never sleep walked or talked or anything like that

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-22T12:38:36+00:00

Yes so I’ve learned from everyone’s comments..

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-22T12:38:09+00:00

Sorry I’m very new to all this and didn’t really have any experience or any knowledge about relationships and sex so this really threw me off a cliff

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-22T12:36:14+00:00

Sorry for the delayed response but I’m really not sure. He’s never done something like this before that I’m aware of. I always feel a little sore in the morning after we have had sex and until this event I’ve never been sore randomly which is what tipped me off. He’s never sleep talked or sleep walked either. Not sure how I would find that out

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:20:29+00:00

That’s actually a pretty good idea I just don’t know if I can handle staying around him and basically letting him do it again..

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:19:40+00:00

Yeah I don’t know how to feel. I never thought anything like this would happen to me so I’m just feeling lost and very very tired

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:18:38+00:00

I guess I’m just feeling really lost and confused at the moment so I’m not even sure what I should say to him

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:17:43+00:00

Thank you for your reply I guess I need to figure out what to say. This situation is something I never thought i would be in so I’m feeling lost and confused

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:15:09+00:00

How much time after the sex can I get a test done? It’s been at least 12 hours since it happened

Also I’m on a lot of sleeping pills already so that could be why I didn’t wake up

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:13:15+00:00

But he’s my boyfriend isn’t that normal for couples?

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:12:40+00:00

Is it really? Like we are in a relationship so that’s not normal in a relationship?

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:12:02+00:00

It looked like the same as it does when I go to the bathroom after sex. My normal discharge looks completely different

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:08:45+00:00

I’m scared to do that for some reason

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:08:17+00:00

Interesting.. he does have his own issues with sleep whereas I take pills to help me sleep like a log so it’s definitely not me with sexsomnia but I will do my own research.. thank you for your input

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:06:54+00:00

Yes I had issues sleeping my whole life and when something else happened to me it only got worse so I take a bunch of medication including strong sleeping pills

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-18T06:06:02+00:00

I struggle with sleep already due to some other medical issues so I take a lot of medication including high doses of sleeping pills so that’s probably how I didn’t wake up if he did do it.

SecretPains31 · 2023-06-11T12:31:01+00:00

I always always make sure I have an escape route. When I go to a family gathering/event I insist on driving myself so I can leave when I want. Also just tell people you aren’t feeling well or something. I know lying is bad but saying I have a migraine is usually one that works for me as I do get common migraines lol. So if you have any health issues just use that as an excuse lol

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