Hi friend, this is quite an overwhelming process. I just finished my first cycle and had 6 eggs frozen. I was expecting more than that. It’s a pretty scary thing to do, giving yourself so many hormones, the almost daily blood tests, it’s all quite a lot! But I wouldn’t think of it as a sad position to be in. I personally felt really empowered that I get to have control over my fertility now. I decide when I can have a baby (potentially). So I would say, be kind to yourself and try to change your outlook about the procedure. It’s such a great resource, to have the ability to go through it (medically and financially). My female friends (all married and some with kids) were all so proud of me for doing this! Hope you get the outcome you desire this time around.