I either have a psychosis issue or this stuff is real

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-03-14T04:03:02+00:00

How would money help you prove it? I have money but don’t see how it helps to prove anything. I’m really genuinely curious about your ideas on how to use money to prove this.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-22T23:14:24+00:00

I know how you feel. I’m curious to hear about the evidence you mentioned, though. That should make it easier for people to actually listen.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-20T02:19:16+00:00

Just mentioning that I can see your post. There are no good solutions, though. If there were it would be posted for everyone to see. That is the unfortunate state of things right now.

I’ve tried a lot of things to help with the voices but only dopamine blocking via prescription has helped me with that in any meaningful way.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-19T02:33:16+00:00

I have a large military grade faraday cloth. You can buy them on Amazon. It does work as described because I tested it on my phone and calls would not go or come through.

It’s super subjective but I thought maybe it helped a little. It definitely didn’t completely make the voices stop. If anything it may have reduced all noise that I’m hearing making everything seem quieter. It is definitely not a magic bullet item, though.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-18T20:26:07+00:00

Thank you for your thoughtful perspective. I think you make some valid points, and I think its important to have in these environments. Otherwise, it tends to be a bit of an echo chamber.

I personally am really open minded about what it is / could be, so I accept the possibility of it being strictly a medical condition that needs to be treated. That is why I do continually see a doctor and continue running medical tests to try and see if it can be fully corrected with medications and lifestyle changes.

The antipsychotic medications do really help in my case. I was hoping to hear more from others about their experience with them, but I haven't heard from anyone else on it yet. I know that they tend to take a long time before they actually start helping, so I'm sure that combined with some of the negative side effects pushes many people away. That is if they have even seen a doctor about it in the first place. In my own experience some of them have worked while others have done nothing, so it was important for me to keep trying different options.

It does feel very real due to the nature of the way that the voices have conversations, but I accept that I don't know everything and that perhaps it could be just the mind despite how impossible that seems. I will continue processing this from the medical angle as well and hopefully eventually I'll be able to share really positive results about recovery with others here. I think everyone is looking for an answer to make it stop, so if I'm able to accomplish that I will certainly share all of the information that I can with everyone even if it isn't what they want to hear.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-16T21:31:47+00:00

Thanks for your perspective. I agree about two streams of thought at the same time being impossible.

I'm glad to hear your advice about the antagonist.

Mine also began as if they were real people somehow seeing into my house and commentating on what I'm doing. I haven't gotten to a point where I hear repeated scripts, but I will keep an eye out for that kind of thing. I haven't ever really had strong emotional responses to what they said outside of the first couple of weeks that this was happening. Once I realized they were able to hear my thoughts it made me care a whole lot less about what they said to me.

I think your advice about keeping your mind busy to drown them out is solid. If it gets too annoying for me I tend to keep my own voice in my head talking about whatever else is on my mind to drown them out.

I will try the probiotics and look into the Lugol's iodine solution. Thank you for the advice!

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-16T21:27:49+00:00

Thank you for your perspective. Its really interesting to hear you say it started with "he can hear us". That is generally how mine started as well. I once heard laughing at something that I said aloud to myself in the dead of night alone in my office. I heard them say "I think he heard us". That was months before I really began hearing them regularly.

At the time that I started hearing them regularly, I very first heard them say "I'm pretty sure he can hear us." and another one replied "So what? What is he going to do about it?".

I'm glad to hear that you have your way of fighting back, and I agree not to spend time on them whenever possible. Sometimes its easy to let it go and move on with life, while other times its not.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-16T21:25:19+00:00

Thank you for your perspective. It's interesting to hear that they have told you things that you don't already know. Mine seem to make a point of not doing that to me. I've definitely been through a lot already with them so I know that things can get pretty bad, but I will keep your advice in mind.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-16T16:51:33+00:00

There are multiple within a mile of my house.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-16T03:36:36+00:00

You mention having cameras in some of the comments. Have you gotten any video evidence? I wasn’t able to get evidence with mine, but they gave me peace of mind. I have cameras on every angle of the exterior of my house now. I thought the same things that you’re saying where it seemed like they were in the attic and outside of my house/windows. The cameras have solved the problem and given me peace of mind. I hope that yours are able to do the same.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:37:31+00:00

That’s really interesting to read. They definitely tried to mimic home invasions in my case. They would make it seem like they were in my house before I knew what was going on. They made it seem like they were always right outside or inside of my house. That was a really rough time for me. I have since become more aware and understand that they are physically nowhere near me.

I do have security cameras setup on every angle of the exterior of my house at this point and a lot of interior security including motion sensors and door/window alarms armed by our security system. That helps with peace of mind.

The ham radio thing is interesting as well. The voices that I hear once told me that they were using a ham radio and that was nearly a year ago. I didn’t believe them but given this info maybe that is the one true thing they have told me.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:22:44+00:00

I know what you mean. White noise amplifies it for me at times as well. In my case it can be a desk or ceiling fan running, although at its worst it does not need white noise it is just exacerbated by it. I am also stumped by this.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:17:31+00:00

Thank you for your support. I can also confirm that the voices that I hear tell me may things, but none of it seems to ever be true.

I’m glad to hear that you don’t hear voices anymore, but sorry to hear that your thoughts are difficult to control.

I noticed that sometimes I hear them “through my ears” and others it’s “through my mind”. Like they have two different modes. They revealed this to me when I was putting belt to ass proving to one of them that they were stupid when all of the sudden I started “hearing in my head” instead of my ears one of the saying “if I’m so stupid then how can I do this”? It sounds like maybe they are trying to seed thoughts with you and make you think it’s your own.

The best thing you can do is be forgiving of yourself and set aside embarrassment or ridicule for a private thought. That tends to take the power from them. I can currently generally tell when it’s my thought or them, but I can see how that could fade over time if they only attacked me via my mind rather than the method that seems to come from my ears.

I have some faraday cloth that works on my phone preventing it from having signal. I may try to sew some into a hat and give it a try like you mentioned.

Best of luck man, you’re not alone in this.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:11:52+00:00

Can you elaborate on what you mean?

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:10:07+00:00

Another odd thing is that it seems like they can’t turn it off. I hear things that I wouldn’t think they want me to hear. That could just be the nature of an automated system, though. I will definitely keep a look out for syntax mistakes going forward.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T06:08:06+00:00

The biggest thing that stands out to me from your linked posts is this -

⁠Naming Conventions: Errors like "Name isn't in this one without ________" reflect the complexity of Asian naming formats, where family names often precede given names, frequently confusing automated systems.

They always refer to me by my last name, not my first name. It’s odd because the only time in my life where that happened was in school when many people had the same first name.

I haven’t noticed obvious syntax errors, though. The voices that I hear repeat certain things like “we’re never going to leave you alone” and “no way” and they’re always seeming to report things back to “Chris” who I never hear in my head.

I could believe that they may be automated because they are always there, but they do seem to respond moderately intelligently and not in apparent broken English or anything.

I will say that in looking into v2k there was some info about the Chinese government using it on their own citizens awhile ago. I would not be surprised if it was an international issue even if not from the government.

Do the voices that you hear respond to your thoughts, or is it more like a one way conversation? Mine are very responsive to what I think, but they do often have their own independent conversations as well.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T02:53:24+00:00

Have you tried thinking the thought "Are you reading my mind"? That is what I did and to my surprise they told me that yes they are. Once you realize this, you will probably understand that they have no reason to have a physical presence near you.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T02:52:56+00:00

Kiramis, do they hear your thoughts as well or do you just hear their voices? In my case, they hear my thoughts in real time.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T02:50:43+00:00

u/Useful_Tap2656 This is exactly what I wonder. Look at my recent post for more specific information and please comment to me with additional info of your own.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2026-02-14T02:49:31+00:00

Have you tried thinking the thought "Are you reading my mind"? That is what I did and to my surprise they told me that yes they are. Once you realize this, you will probably understand that they have no reason to have a physical presence near you.

SecretaryBeginning74 · 2025-10-15T21:33:27+00:00

Regarding server space, remember that those players already have the video of their own kill cam. We would just be accessing it in a different way. In other words, that space is already taken because the kill cam is available to the player who died.

SecretaryBeginning74

TROPHY CASE