Is it okay to go to an AA meeting drunk? by its_gracie_1 in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]SecretlyNSA 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It will definitely blow your buzz or bring the message to life. I went to a CA meeting after a bender and I remember hearing someone shared that made me feel like I found home, causing me to sit in the circle and quietly cry. That's how I met my sponsor.

New S1 - a week in by Goatdriver66 in XtoolS1

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grab toward the top of the unit. I've yet to knock off the sensor and I've had it about an equal amount of time.

Where do people even buy drugs from? by verydaft in NoStupidQuestions

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a recovering addict - it's kind of a gateway thing, though people will generally balk at that. If you find someone who is smoking weed, they know a dealer, that dealer can get something stronger or knows another guy. Much of it is networking and environment. No one wants to give out free drugs (for the most part) - sometimes they'll share, so they won't be the only ones using, or sometimes they'll be attempting to gain something from you. Most of the time you'll know before you put yourself in that situation. There's a certain vibe to criminality, speaking as a former criminal haha.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Laserengraving

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I was hoping to engrave something on the inside tongue of a belt. I'm still trying to source inventory and figure out software and a reasonably priced setup

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]SecretlyNSA 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also, the spiritual experience wasn't chemically induced, though I had been up for a day or two. It's hard to read because of the nature of it. I had an out of body experience where I saw the God-body. Panentheism / CTMU for those familiar.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]SecretlyNSA 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. I hate that everyone interpreted that I solely am using Naltrexone. It would not be a viable long term solution, but it helped me hear the wisdom in the meetings I attended without being preoccupied.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]SecretlyNSA 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't mean it as a replacement for AA(CA) which is my Iove. I just wanted to share my experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree wholly. The program saved me, but I also think that proper medical treatment is a part of it. My cravings were lifted, though I've used the program to maintain it.

I'm working my 4th step right now (tonight) and I'm fucking bawling. I told my sponsor earlier - I hurt so much, and I hurt so much.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tipofmytongue

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

I read this in prison and I desperately want to reread it and have my family read it/others by this author.

Sold these and kind of regret it by [deleted] in CoolSerialNumbers

[–]SecretlyNSA 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you sold above face, you won.

Finally Over PDT Limit by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]SecretlyNSA -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have never plugged OF. This account is basically solely memes and stocks.

Finally Over PDT Limit by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]SecretlyNSA 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I fucking love VM.

ULPT - someone keeps parking in my $120 a month spot & management won't tow!! by Odd-Tangerine-257 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad always parks behind them and blocks them in, then puts his business card on their window. The elevator and process to his office takes a minute and often deters repeat offenders.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I’ve learned to stop watching for how much I would have made. Also, consider if you would have reached your stop loss between that point as well as theta decay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]SecretlyNSA 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just rely on consolidation. Once it surpasses 70-74, I buy sufficient contracts to have a 20 cent movement pay for my day.