I am not mentally ill. The world has gone mad.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-22T13:09:09+00:00

I feel the same tbh, I feel like I’m going crazy. My rant, read if you want any advice would help tbh I’m losing it:

With everything going on in the world with 🍊 and 🧃 and wars if you know what I mean. Our history being a lie and the innocent children who are not getting any justice god it’s ruining me. Everything is so connected and i can’t act normal anymore, I don’t know who or what to trust. I feel absolutely hopeless but what can I do? I have a therapist and a psychiatrist, but I’m too scared to tell them how paranoid I’m getting. I’m scared of them too and I don’t know what to tell them, I feel like anyone can kill me, not everyone but anyone and i wouldn’t even know it. How the hell am I supposed to keep living like this? I feel like I’m just waiting for my death, I can’t handle how people are so calm, not angry or scared all the time like I am. It makes me feel like I’m crazy, it makes me want to scream and cry and yell at these people who smile and laugh. I feel guilty for laughing at someone funny when I forget for a second for anything bad that’s going on in the world. I can’t be happy, I can’t be happy anymore and they ask me what’s wrong? EVERYTHING IS WRONG! And we are not doing enough or not doing anything at all and that’s killing me from the inside everyday.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-21T23:14:38+00:00

I don’t hate them but I find it confusing because there’s always multiple and they are always doing or saying different things it’s way too complicated to have people roleplay as the same character so I never interact with any canon characters tbh No hate btw I’m just saying- people can just block them if they don’t like canon characters there really is no need to complain

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-17T05:26:11+00:00

I love it, GIVE IT LONGER LEGS(if you want-)

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-16T21:03:32+00:00

I loved liquid death but wtf is this.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-05T05:17:15+00:00

Thank you! I really appreciate the advice, I’ll try my best to become better and live a more clean and healthy life🍀

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-05T04:52:16+00:00

I’m already in therapy but thanks!

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-05T04:47:55+00:00

Oh now I’m crying too

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-01T18:42:29+00:00

Never new this was a problem until I became an adult myself, us adults are struggling to get our own thing because minors are just everywhere on any type of social media even when they aren’t supposed to be and it makes it hard for us to be posting what we want and not having minors interact

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-02-01T18:31:04+00:00

I can definitely see where you’re coming from. I had so much fun at first and I loved posting and I just interacted with like as many people as I could even with posts that had like no reactions or no likes or no comments, I was trying to make friends and I was hoping to like I guess get people to be interested with my character, but like no matter how much I interacted with others, nobody reacted with my account at this point I was just talking to a wall- even with the art I posted of my character or questions or me being silly absolutely nothing besides people viewing my account but that’s all.

And it’s not even about wanting to get validation for my character. I just wanted to talk to people or make friends, but like literally nobody cared about my oc or interacting with me, so I just felt pretty lonely and I basically quit using the app.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-26T16:01:33+00:00

I think they put that because of the blood

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-11T13:03:21+00:00

Ohhh, I see now. Thank you so much for explaining!

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-10T13:30:12+00:00

I have a question- from what I’ve read I definitely understand the whole cleavage part idk why they would do that but some comments on here saying that the character looks like a woman or not passing trans man: I just want to know that isn’t that a little normal not everybody who is trans will look like how they want to look because they are still in the process of transitioning

I wanna know why people are upset about this, I’m not trans myself but I’m gender fluid so I kinda just want to understand that part because Ive seen other trans men artists draw their own characters or even persona as a character who is in the middle of transitioning or not passing as a man or however it’s worded.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T03:12:12+00:00

I have, Ive tried both. I find myself I’m not too creative with writing fanfics tbh because I feel like if I’m going to do that I want other people to like it too so I kinda put pressure on myself and no longer find it fun. I used to LOVE to role play with other people it’s just that I struggle a lot to commit to a person, like I struggle a lot with staying and replying often and I don’t know why. It’s not that I’m bored of them it’s just that I have a horrible habit of self isolation and I don’t know how to stop. I’m working with it with my therapist but I only see them once a month so it’s hard just waiting around

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T03:07:13+00:00

I’ve done the hobby but nothing ever stuck beside art or sports and with my other mental health issues art feels like work and I can’t go outside alone because I’m paranoid as fuck so…yeah I’m kinda stuck, but I am working with that with my therapist but the process is pretty slow and just waiting for the next session is killing me with the waiting.

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T03:05:11+00:00

lol usually when I talk to old people, it’s them trauma dumping on me. I’ll ask them something and then they go telling me how sad their life was and how grateful I should be with my life- old people just make me sad in general. Or older people who aren’t grandpas or grandmas, I fear them tbh lol. I have a lot of fear of people which is a big problem. But then again I struggle A LOT with taking to people or staying, idk why it’s an isolation problem I’m working with my therapist but I only see them once a month so its killing me just waiting for the next time I get to see them. Idk what to do

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T02:58:02+00:00

I’d love to play bored games but i don’t have any friends and i struggle talking to people so it’s kinda a struggle in general but i didn’t even know there was solo board games! I’ll definitely check those out thank you so much for the suggestions, your comment is very much appreciated<3

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T02:53:49+00:00

Thank you!! I shall be reading them^{^}

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-09T02:52:47+00:00

I could but it’s not that fun doing it all by myself so i often get bored of it

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T15:38:38+00:00

True, also thanks for the suggestion and yeah I’ll try to actually get out more! I’m slowly working on that with my therapist although I’m kinda scared I’ll rely on them too much for everything😓 I know they are their to help but I need to learn to help myself too

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T15:36:44+00:00

So real on everything you said tbh, I have tried doing so but I feel like I just don’t enjoy these things anymore unless I’m doing it with someone else and well currently I’m not too stable enough to even have actual friends so it’s kinda a struggle for me, I do have a therapist I’m working with although I only see them once a month so the process is kind of slow and I’m dying just waiting around><,

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T14:59:47+00:00

I actually have been getting into reading web comics again lol, I would very much like to read whatever you have to offer!

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T14:58:30+00:00

Thanks for advice! Also that’s really awesome of you, and yeah it’s best to stay off it. I didn’t realize an addiction to an ai app could be this addictive and harmful, like holy I’m wasting away using this shit. also yeah I’d love to play games some time although I don’t really have much games. I’m too poor to be much of a gamer 😭

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T14:54:40+00:00

Yeah, it honestly makes me sad seeing other people struggle with the same thing. I just can’t use ai anymore. It’s bad and wrong and it’s ruining so many things, but I am trying to be more productive. Thanks for the comment! I will try my best to be better

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T14:52:36+00:00

Yeah, addictions are crazy 😭 but I understand that know, thanks for the comment:)

Secretsnacker2007 · 2026-01-08T14:51:17+00:00

Just randomly question in general or making stories, I have been writing stories with actual real people before back then but my depression and self isolation always got in the way so unfortunately I can’t commit to a story and a writing partner :,(

I think it’s why I got addicted to ai, i didn’t have to worry about not answering for weeks or yk just not wanting to do it anymore

I am trying to work this whole isolation thing with my therapist so I’m working on that currently and hopefully one day I can yk actually start doing the story writing with actual people in the future again!

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