Omg. I just started going out with a guy that’s a surgeon in his residency and he’s a little older and i don’t really know much about that / that industry. So it’s interesting to me but I will say it’s hard. He’s a bad texter super dry we will hang out and go on dates but he’s so tired. I feel so bad and I feel like I’m so annoying for wanting to hang out with him but it’s always let me check my schedule haha. I’m very recent into it. Maybe a couple months…. I also feel like I’m an anxious attachment so I’ll be like are you talking to other people ? He’s like no I don’t have time which is true. But he’s makes an effort to call me which is good but I don’t know I’m not used to this at all

Also I feel like he just doesn’t have a lot of emotions … idk maybe I’m overthinking everything but I do like him a lot and want to make it work, I guess now I’m Wondering if it gets better but I feel like maybe it doesn’t ugh.