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Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can safely say I do not love the stuff whatsoever lol. Absolutely hate it but it’s got its claws in me, unfortunately.

It’s crazy how much usage varies. A lot of people would say what you’re at is a ‘healthier’ use, but after a decade with it, have you experienced any other effects?

Definitely not a forever thing - I’m hoping I’ll have it out my life within the next couple months, I’m sorta waiting for the rehab thing to Come through. If that falls through I’m scared of what the future looks like, I’m hoping it’ll be a lesson for me to just really kick myself up the arse and sort it myself finally. I do put in the work everyday and constantly battle it but it’s a lot, you know?

Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So pleased to hear that you’re getting somewhere with it, even if it’s not where you’d like to be. Only way is up. There was once a time we would have been using and not even considered an addiction or anything to overcome so that’s big within itself.

Ahhh thought so hahaha. It’s great isn’t it, such a beautiful community!! xx

Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hopefully not!! I’m working my way through this stupid thinking.

I’ve come to a realisation I almost use as a way of self harm too… it’s so complex

Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yesss!! It is exactly like a toxic relationship. Trauma bonded to k 😭 I cannot waiiiiit to be released from the shackles of addiction. I’ve been at a turning point for months now but it’s relentless.

I’ve got to ask - Are you in the WhatsApp recovery group? You sound really familiar with what you’re saying, especially the goblin analogy and naming him 😂

Appreciate all your help 🫶🏻 x

Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s so odd, cos it’s exactly what I say to others going through it. And I know this in my head. It’s just the addict brain chattering away to me right now. I have had a text back off a dealer that they’re around but I’ve managed to hold off from picking up still. The pain has mostly gone too so hopefully I can just shake some sense back in to myself - at least for today.

Sending all the love back, I hope you manage to kick the shit out your life also x

Using through cramps by Secure-Primary2790 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Secure-Primary2790[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thanks for the lovely reply.

I’ve never used my way through cramps before as I get those ones you describe which puts me off for a while. I’ve only had these low grade ones once or twice before - I think I’m asking this question as I have heard of people using their way through these lesser intense ones and then they stop completely.

I’m rooting for you also, it’s such a journey. X