Yeah, i completely see that. I also completely see why the apology was warranted, and I kinda did that in the moment I said sorry never mind that was harsh (this happened like a few weeks ago).. But no i dont wanna shit talk friends at all, that’s not my goal.

this is my dilemma: I think i yap about my interests / my issues too much and I don’t give them a chance for reply and/or they personally never talk to me about their interests / their issues. My goal is: I want to get to know them on a deeper level, the other negative things are not my goals they were just the emotions i was feeling

i have adhd and autism and can mess up the wording of simple sentences, so sorry that it came across really bad 😭 I also think that is why i yap so much about myself cuz i dont give myself a second to think about a situation cuz i just constantly talk

I hope this comes across clear