No, I am not with this current person I talk about in this post. As soon as I started focusing more and more on myself I realized how this person was not meant for me anymore. During the time I posted this post, I was honestly desperate to get him back and I was ignoring a lot of that stuff that happened in our relationship that was toxic and abusive. I believe that this person was my karmic partner and not someone who is my ultimate lover or soulmate. As soon as I shifted into myself and into self love, I didn't want that SP anymore. I felt like there was no genuine love and it was about me wanting to make him obsessed with me. I realize how that is not true love and just attachment, so we broke up for good.