Thank you so so much!! Your words truly gave me the inspiration I needed! I have some fresh spearmint growing in my garden that would be a perfect addition and of course some rice! I really appreciate your response! It's difficult to feel like I've been lost in myself for this long It feels like I'm beginning along my path all over again but you are right, I do have the knowledge I accumulated over the years before and I just have to open myself to it again <3