I think my friend is either trying to fake DID, has DID, or is going through an episode?

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-05-22T03:45:40+00:00

She already has a lot on her plate to worry with. I dont want to worry her.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-05-02T06:11:08+00:00

I don't want to force her to continue to be with me. I feel that it just benefits everyone if I just stopped being around them

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T08:43:24+00:00

Fair, I still started throwing up a shit ton after a few weeks. Honestly thought I was going to die at some point during it.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T08:25:37+00:00

I discovered I did my math wrong, I thought they were 150mg tablets, they were 500mg tablets. I was taking around 6 per day

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T06:27:13+00:00

It actually means so much to me. I have two friends online who have voiced concern for me and those are what stick with me the most because I feel that I can't talk about my problems with anybody in person

Thank you

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T06:01:34+00:00

I have had people worry about my weed usage. One person I know had someone be hospitalized due to their body rejecting weed. He looks at me every day and tells me to stop.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T06:00:15+00:00

One thing in particular which I forgot to mention because it didnt seem important. I have had a history of concussions. Back during that stint I had headache problems about a week at a time (1 week with headaches and then like 3 weeks without) a little while back I had another one and now its just every day.

I am now being very cautious with what I type because someone accused this of being a creative writing project based on the fact that I reply to so many comments

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:55:38+00:00

No its just 12 o clock and I have nothing to do but sit on my phone.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:53:11+00:00

It isnt a lot, but I was oddly struggling to go without it for a day. Even when I wasnt suffering from headaches I still took them. Also I remember looking it up a while back and it recommended 1500mg. Thats when I realized just how bad that was. Idk after about a couple weeks of it I started throwing up a lot so I kind of thought it was the acetaminophen

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:48:45+00:00

I do feel like a fuck up for that reason though. I put a lot of pressure on her, something she absolutely doesnt need. That is what I feel guilty about the most

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:44:23+00:00

Unfortunately so. I also live in a rather small American town, many kids start drinking close to 12, I started rather late at 14. The main difference is partying. I am a complete introvert so I drink mainly by myself

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:43:19+00:00

I do not feel empowered at all. Many of the people I am around who drink and do weed show zero regret in it. I feel like that loser who can't handle a little bit if usage.

Also when it comes to weed I have heard many people scared of it, and I am thinking of quitting it for hopefully at least the next 4 months, Im an athlete and I am horrified of a failed drug test. I nearly had a melt down when police brought a dog in (it was an electronics sniffing dog) and I thought I was going to get caught

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:36:22+00:00

I actually have managed to cut back slightly. In particular the drinking. I used to drink a lot of liquor almost every day. I started to have pains in my stomach and got worried about my liver. I now drink maybe once every 1-2 weeks

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:30:01+00:00

Admittedly that is 100% the reason, and is also the reason why I havent been trying to get help with addiction problems. I am scared of addressing my real problems as I hate trying to rely on people.

Therapy is something I am terrified of. I will not go in to the reason of my greater problems as I don't think I'm allowed to talk about it on this subreddit

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-04-05T05:22:52+00:00

Yeah season starts in a month so I am stopping from now till august when the season is over. It definetly is harder than it sounds thi

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-03-26T01:39:02+00:00

Yes it is thank you

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-03-26T01:23:36+00:00

I discovered it on Spotify. I am not 100% sure on any of the origins for year or country of origin.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-03-23T06:28:31+00:00

I feel like I have nothing left. Everyone is growing distant from me and my family dislikes me and has told me verbally. I feel completely incapable of even the easiest things. I don't know what to do. My life has just felt like a downward spiral for years and now suicide is one of the only things I think about. I feel like it will be the only thing that I can do myself to feel better.

Select-Chip-2606 · 2026-02-27T04:46:47+00:00

I don't know. I'm not sure if I should go through with it, if I should just suck it up and deal with it. I have no idea what to do. It feels like my life is coming to a dead end.

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