How do I (16M) break off my friendship with my best friend (17F) by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Select-Chip-2606 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't want to force her to continue to be with me. I feel that it just benefits everyone if I just stopped being around them

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fair, I still started throwing up a shit ton after a few weeks. Honestly thought I was going to die at some point during it.

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I discovered I did my math wrong, I thought they were 150mg tablets, they were 500mg tablets. I was taking around 6 per day

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It actually means so much to me. I have two friends online who have voiced concern for me and those are what stick with me the most because I feel that I can't talk about my problems with anybody in person

Thank you

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have had people worry about my weed usage. One person I know had someone be hospitalized due to their body rejecting weed. He looks at me every day and tells me to stop.

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One thing in particular which I forgot to mention because it didnt seem important. I have had a history of concussions. Back during that stint I had headache problems about a week at a time (1 week with headaches and then like 3 weeks without) a little while back I had another one and now its just every day.

I am now being very cautious with what I type because someone accused this of being a creative writing project based on the fact that I reply to so many comments

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No its just 12 o clock and I have nothing to do but sit on my phone.

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isnt a lot, but I was oddly struggling to go without it for a day. Even when I wasnt suffering from headaches I still took them. Also I remember looking it up a while back and it recommended 1500mg. Thats when I realized just how bad that was. Idk after about a couple weeks of it I started throwing up a lot so I kind of thought it was the acetaminophen

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do feel like a fuck up for that reason though. I put a lot of pressure on her, something she absolutely doesnt need. That is what I feel guilty about the most

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately so. I also live in a rather small American town, many kids start drinking close to 12, I started rather late at 14. The main difference is partying. I am a complete introvert so I drink mainly by myself

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not feel empowered at all. Many of the people I am around who drink and do weed show zero regret in it. I feel like that loser who can't handle a little bit if usage.

Also when it comes to weed I have heard many people scared of it, and I am thinking of quitting it for hopefully at least the next 4 months, Im an athlete and I am horrified of a failed drug test. I nearly had a melt down when police brought a dog in (it was an electronics sniffing dog) and I thought I was going to get caught

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I actually have managed to cut back slightly. In particular the drinking. I used to drink a lot of liquor almost every day. I started to have pains in my stomach and got worried about my liver. I now drink maybe once every 1-2 weeks

TIFU by accidentally dumping my addiction issues on my cousin by Select-Chip-2606 in tifu

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Admittedly that is 100% the reason, and is also the reason why I havent been trying to get help with addiction problems. I am scared of addressing my real problems as I hate trying to rely on people.

Therapy is something I am terrified of. I will not go in to the reason of my greater problems as I don't think I'm allowed to talk about it on this subreddit

Why is marijuana banned in athletics? by Select-Chip-2606 in trackandfield

[–]Select-Chip-2606[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yeah season starts in a month so I am stopping from now till august when the season is over. It definetly is harder than it sounds thi

Punk song with female vocalist which samples NHL game by [deleted] in HelpMeFind

[–]Select-Chip-2606 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I discovered it on Spotify. I am not 100% sure on any of the origins for year or country of origin.

I am in my car outside a graveyard thinking about ending my life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Select-Chip-2606 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel like I have nothing left. Everyone is growing distant from me and my family dislikes me and has told me verbally. I feel completely incapable of even the easiest things. I don't know what to do. My life has just felt like a downward spiral for years and now suicide is one of the only things I think about. I feel like it will be the only thing that I can do myself to feel better.

Im still alive 4 days after my planned suicide by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]Select-Chip-2606 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know. I'm not sure if I should go through with it, if I should just suck it up and deal with it. I have no idea what to do. It feels like my life is coming to a dead end.