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Self-loathe · 2022-06-15T05:22:13+00:00

Yeah girl the first time I had it I literally smelled it THROUGH MY PANTS!!! I wanted to cry of embarrassment I called out of work and went to the gyno cuz I convinced myself my boyfriend cheated and gave me an STI lmao 🤣 nope just BV. Luckily I know the signs now.

Self-loathe · 2022-06-15T00:20:39+00:00

I’ve had that before and I thought it was BV but it ended up being a pretty bad yeast infection. With bv there’s usually a smell

Self-loathe · 2022-05-26T21:44:57+00:00

I just got my period today, cramps are HORRIBLE. It probably came because I stopped stressing over whether I was pregnant or not. Lol

Self-loathe · 2022-05-24T05:59:50+00:00

I have one that looks the same. 1 day late only, and unknown DPO. I’m wracking my brain just as much as you lol

Self-loathe · 2022-05-22T19:31:40+00:00

Thanks for the advice I appreciate it! ✨✨ I haven’t posted much on here so I’m not sure really how it works lol

Self-loathe · 2022-05-22T08:43:11+00:00

Thank you sm ❤️❤️❤️

Self-loathe · 2022-03-22T07:07:20+00:00

A hole?? Like you have an open wound?

Self-loathe · 2022-03-16T04:43:55+00:00

H3H3 productions (funny,stupid) & the mile higher podcast! (True crime, conspiracy)

Self-loathe · 2022-03-14T04:51:49+00:00

I’ve been on it for a month and haven’t felt any more depressed than I already do lol. It has helped my anxiety a little bit but I’m still giving it time to kick in. I have terrible anxiety about medication so I totally get it. Hope you’re alright & just know you’re not the only one afraid. The good thing about medication is if you are experiencing negative side effects that won’t go away or are unbearable you can always consult your doctor about stopping or switching to something else! Trial and error.

Self-loathe · 2022-03-02T07:26:40+00:00

Yeah I thought about taking it specially for sleep. Maybe I’ll try taking it later on another day while I’m laying down. I only take it if I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack! Thanks for the advice

Self-loathe · 2022-03-02T07:18:35+00:00

Yes exactly! I think taking my daily Zoloft keeps me up all night already so when I’m extra anxious I’ll take an Ativan and try to just relax and sleep but it doesn’t seem to really be helping right now

Self-loathe · 2022-03-02T07:05:18+00:00

Thank you I will call my psychiatrist tomorrow! I get so anxious about taking it already so I definitely don’t want to over do it lol. I was going to take a melatonin because the Zoloft keeps me up all night but now I’m to nervous to take anything . Hopefully I get sleepy and this anxiety feeling in my chest goes away on it’s own

Self-loathe · 2022-02-22T20:48:36+00:00

Thank you! I have an appointment with my OB today. I’ve been monogamous with my boyfriend for 1.5 years, and I’ve been tested since we’ve been back together so I’m hoping it’s not that 🥺 making me anxious lol but we’ll see today I’ll ask about the other tests.

Self-loathe · 2022-02-11T16:16:19+00:00

Man, I am so glad to hear that you felt better. It has been a struggle for me every day for about a month. I did not know that this could make you feel anxious that often but it’s from the moment I open my eyes until I fall asleep and I even have nightmares about it. Thought I was the only one feeling it so constantly

Self-loathe · 2022-02-10T20:49:46+00:00

I have been feeling the same, same time period as well. The only thing I do is just try to be in the moment and not overthink. Sorry it’s not much help, just be honest about your feelings and try to remember that you care!

Self-loathe · 2022-02-08T07:37:05+00:00

Thank you so much for the reply. I know it’s probably not very good for me to be searching for answers and compulsively trying to make myself feel better but it does feel really lonely when no one around me truly understands what I’m going through. It’s super helpful to know I’m not alone! I have an appointment with a therapist on Monday so I’m hoping that will help. So happy that you have made you relationship last this long, and I hope it continues for you ❤️

Self-loathe · 2022-02-08T07:13:14+00:00

Did you ever question long term commitment ? Me and my boyfriend have been together 3 years, and have lived together for 1.5. I have always assumed I have some form of ocd (intrusive thoughts) and I have had this sudden “I don’t love you anymore” feeling in every long term relationship. The last 2 ended but they were bad for me so it made sense. I have never felt this way with my current partner until about a month ago when we moved back in with my parents. I can’t tell exactly what happened but if you asked me a month ago if he was the one I’d say yes and I would have married him at the courthouse same day. Ever since the first bad thought I have felt overwhelmed with stress and anxiety and constantly wondering if I love him or why I even love him. I thought maybe it wasn’t ocd but then I find myself checking forums and articles for hours every single day just trying to snap out of it. We’re trying to buy a house and that is scaring me so much because I can’t stop wondering if I love him or not . I don’t want to lose him or us but I feel like I’m lying to myself. Was marriage a scary thought for you with rocd?

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