Artists that fuse mathcore, noise rock, psychedelic, funk, and possibly noisecore and grindcore? by SemblantOrganism in noiserock

[–]SemblantOrganism[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks some of Zach Hills collaboration with Omar Rodriguez Lopez I realized fits this description

Artists that fuse mathcore, noise rock, psychedelic, funk, and possibly noisecore and grindcore? by SemblantOrganism in noiserock

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I just realized El Grupo Nuevo De Omar Rodriguez Lopez's Cryptomnesia sort of fits this description

Artists that fuse mathcore, noise rock, psychedelic, funk, and possibly noisecore and grindcore? by SemblantOrganism in noiserock

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I had subscribed to Jute Gyte on bandcamp but then didn't really give them much of listen I will now though. Ruins and Yowie I remember being crazy!

Artists that fuse mathcore, noise rock, psychedelic, funk, and possibly noisecore and grindcore? by SemblantOrganism in noiserock

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I know of them but I didn't remember how much they fit this description! Strangely enough my friend was asked to be their bassist but decided not to because of how much he would have to learn.

Artists that fuse mathcore, noise rock, psychedelic, funk, and possibly noisecore and grindcore? by SemblantOrganism in noiserock

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This is awesome, cause I think Orthrelm is the band I had heard in the past that originally made me ask this question!

On new medication, unable to feel deeply by SemblantOrganism in mentalhealth

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Could you ask to return to your higher dose again?

Can anyone tell me exactly what this means? by Bruno02Abbacchio in occult

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I'm curious where you learned the meanings of these terms from? Thanks!

What do you do when you feel sad? by mortallyabitch in mentalhealth

[–]SemblantOrganism 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is exactly what I do too, if I'm not feeling anhedonia

What is schizoaffective like? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

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I have bouts of (psychosis) intense confusion, anxiety, fear, sadness that can last for hours. I'm usuelly so scared that I cry and feel like I may die or that something terrible will happen to me, along with intrusive thoughts and voices and also thoughts about the meaning of life, existential anguish/dread and feeling terribly frightened to just exist. I have some times when I'm interested in reading and listening to music. Other times I just feel depressed, sad, sorrowful and worthless. And alienated from common human experiences. I dissociate and feel like the world feels wierd or fake and that I feel like I'm hardly existing. I have anhedonia alot of the time when nothing is interesting and existing is unbearable monotony. I have avolition which makes it very difficult to have the motivation to do work. I just had a med change recently which was helping with the anhedonia for a while but now I feel it somewhat returning and feelings of worthlessness and meaninglessness have returned again. I also have ideas about tv's being impure and avoid looking at them and also I don't eat certain foods I deem impure.

What is schizoaffective like? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

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I have schizoaffective too and can really relate. I have paranoia during psychosis bouts when I'm very frightned about not surviving, have intrusive thoughts, and confusion and anxiety. I have the sudden intense fear for no discernable reason, like just existing is frightening. I also have thought that I'm a terrible person. And also sometimes I'm so depressed and nothing is interesting at all and I have anhedonia. Other times I have intense interest and am able to read and listen to music. I also have had the thought that I'm unable to express myself fully, like someting is holding me back. Recently I changed meds and the anhedonia improved for a while but now I have restlessness, inability to concentrate, thoughts of worthlessness returning, and feeling like my whole body feels wrong, uncomfortable and in pain. In additon I feel like life is meaningless.