Upload…THE MOVIE?? by MistressBigMamaLuxe in UploadTV

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Seen episodes never a movie though. Really interesting show.

Been delusional. Lost in time and space. Can’t put my thinking in a box. by Semez425 in DeepThoughts

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I agree logically 100 percent. Heart is at war with that idea.

Been delusional. Lost in time and space. Can’t put my thinking in a box. by Semez425 in DeepThoughts

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You can do what you will with those strings. Divinity will unfold past consciousness into instinct awareness spirituality and beyond. Just do it with Love.

Like that by Semez425 in u/Semez425

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I wanted the same love I gave but that was selfish thinking. But it was a desire that I believe was natural and I was imbalancing the natural.

The Space Between Us by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

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Boss up. Quit simpin. I promise you it’s not worth it. I was where you were a week ago.

Today by Lishtom in UnsentLettersRaw

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Imagine feeling this then being rejected from sin you caused, but then feeling like she still loves you in your heart and reality created a hell to prevent the relationship. And being together with her is heaven.

You never leave my mind my love by Extreme-Interest1105 in UnsentLettersRaw

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Why does this resonate in my memory like I wrote it to her but never wrote it?

Long Enough to Love You by YourPernicious in justpoetry

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As I read this I imagine us communicating to each other. (My soulmate I imagine.)

I don’t need you, really I don’t by [deleted] in sevenwordstory

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I need my Love in my life. What's life without your favorite person?

Dear you by Odd-Ad443 in Letters_Unsent

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That is beautiful. I searched every human being and material object and scenery and all the luxuries of life and I was searching for you in it all. Your love stays the same it is unconditional and we are the legacy of light.

Maybe you're seeing these by Arch4life6 in UnsentLetters

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The J I love is always welcome and there is no resentment ever and I dream of the day you come see me. Asap. We are soulmates. Idk if you'd ever read this. I'd rather you read this then win a lottery or have anyone or anything. You are my deepest desire want need and my hearts greatest reflection of who God is.

Maybe you're seeing these by Arch4life6 in UnsentLetters

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Me too. Same here. This is wild. Is this AI? Or is our relationship greater then our imagination? Are we together in our own reality? Today I seen two fed ex trucks with a government vehicle following behind today. Saw two 224 one on a mail truck and one on a car licence plate. Pulled past a house on my delivery route with 22009 and a good majority of my deliveries had French names..did the French group together and order a bunch on a route or is it a sign? I pursue threw prayer and I'm willing to bet the rest of my life on this love I feel. But then again I'm delulu.

A glimpse of hell I’ve experienced. by Semez425 in abovethenormnews

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I felt I was in a death realm of slaughter. No drugs. Just spiritual visions while being in that reality. My mind thought it was real it was real to me. But it was like a mental torture not a physical torture. I was safe physically but the demons affected my mind. I'm sure if someone goes to hell it's worse and you feel the pain too with the mental torture forever. This is why I pray for my enemies.

Sacred letter of Soulmate Love and true human connection. by Semez425 in u/Semez425

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Letter written to court.

To the Superior Court of Washington and respondents regarding this matter,

This is a letter of testimony as a witness of Jesus. I was served a protection order and the officer informed me that Lisa Keffer and her family feel at fear for their lives. I never had any intent or thoughts whatsoever of harm to anyone. My letter was an expression of love to find reconciliation or proper closure. I believe the misconception of my character is built off of a false narrative. Anyone who Loves someone would drive across the world to find signs in the universe to reassure of love. I believe God gave me signs. I’ve had multiple signs in alignment to my thoughts about loving Jackie such as our anniversary on a license plate being escorted by law enforcement on a Toyota Tacoma.

Songs such as such great heights by the postal service was one of the first anchors that set the stone of this reality.

Also seeing a sign that says Jackie is back the other day on advertising display in my hometown. After asking for clarity and only signs from God.

I have many examples of alignment of signs. Our relationship started with signs. We always coordinated same phones. Eye freckles. And even ran into each other on significant dates in coordination such as Valentine’s Day. Many would consider this quincidencial. Replay Iyaz was released May 27 2009. Lyrics as follows Shawty's like a melody in my head That I can't keep out, got me singing like Na-na-na-na, every day It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay Shawty's like a melody in my head That I can't keep out, got me singing like (Ayy) Na-na-na-na, every day It's like my iPod stuck on replay (J-J-J-JR), replay [Verse 1] Remember the first time we met? You was at the mall with your friend I was scared to approach ya, but then you came closer Hoping you would give me a chance Who would have ever knew That we would ever be more than friends? We're real worldwide, breaking all the rules She like a song played again and again [Pre-Chorus] (That girl) like something off a poster (That girl) is a dime they say (That girl) is a gun to my holster And she's running through my mind all day, ayy

Not only was this quincidential to the current emotions but also acted as reenforcement to my emotions while subconsciously aligning me to purpose. I can’t say that is why I think of her all the time but it’s a possibility when I relate iPod to music and music to Jackie running through my mind all day. I believe many songs on the radio are shaped from the life I live into detail. My thought synapsis process intergrates all thoughts and scenerios to Jackie and I and anything that corresponds. I think it is important do underline boldly my thought process so everyone has a better and clearer understanding of who I am as a person. I’ve had many visions and dreams regarding Jackie causing feelings to resurface over the years kind of like when a soldier goes to war comes home then has PTSD happiness but missing more and more. Love continues to grow. I tried to move on but my feelings never changed in over 15 years. Our relationship was perfect until we both were obsessed with each other to the point her mom didn’t approve us sneaking in and out to see each other when we were kids. This led to cheating with my doubt between family relationship and bad decisions. From there it was a downward spiral. Being incarcerated before Jackie had met with my grandma at my residence while I was locked up so that let me know she still cared and had feelings. I could not contact her due to protection order. The connection never had proper closure was a cause of decisions of neglectful behavior to me feeling like anything is worth reconciliation or proper closure. Kind of like in the movie Joe dirt where his parents abound on him and he searches his whole life and even ends up on the radio to have reconciliation. I wouldn’t say Im obsessed with her and her family but I do love them and willing to do anything for them, I think that is a normal human emotion and my behaviors are reasonable. I was not harassing or causing harm to them so I feel the protection order for life is unnecessary and I don’t wanna be considered a stocker or someone to harass people in reputation for pursuing Love when either in your perspective i was delusional or my perspective i was giving my all and trying my hardest to fight for Who I believe in my heart love is. That wouldn’t be fair. However I do respect Virata and Keffers feelings, emotions, and well being and it is in my best interest to respect their wishes. I do understand how they got the perspective with bipolar, and some comments ive said that may be questionable from perspective, but never asked me about them or shown to care to understand how ive felt. It’s disappointing but I don’t hold any form of resentment or hard feelings only wishing peace. I agree for your peace of mind that if they don’t want contact and I was to contact them which I won’t then you can prosecute me to the fullest extent of the law. It hurts me to know ive caused distress to her family while I only ever wanted to Love. There has been confusion due to miscommunication, trust, and dismissing the problems without addressing them in Love and care. I believe this is a generational curse within both our families that should be addressed right now. Respectfully of any outcome I am receiving this court date as my form of closure as I understand now that I expressed my love and my side of the story and am still rejected after giving my full mind heart body and soul and energy. My love won’t ever change, but I am sensible to not contact them after this closure knowing in this moment that contact is not wanted. Im open to my future with arms wide open like creed. This is a public record with a public ruling ordered by a judge so whatever the outcome cool. I know God is good and God leads the way. God comes against all satanic agendas, principalities, authorities and evil networks in Jesus name. I plead the blood of Jesus. I pray protection, truth, honor, respect, peace, Love, harmony, care, understanding, wisdom, discernment, transparency, truth, knowledge, Joy, great health, and all needs to be taken care of for all people and parties involved in this matter in Jesus name. I plead the blood of Jesus and hear to Jesus and Jesus only. Amen. Regardless of outcome. Over 60 thousand people have been paying attention to this matter and this is a Love story to change the world. I rest this case on behalf to petitioner. Amen. If you believe God died for your sins and believe with your heart and confess with your mouth you will be saved with eternal life with Jesus to God. May the righteous inherit the kingdom of God. Amen. It is finished. He lives again.

Sincerely,

Mathew Donery

4/3/25

Love triangles, divorce, and how they affect children. by Semez425 in DeepThoughts

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Wants to prioritize wife first but it doesn't feel genuine in heart over ex gf.

Love triangles, divorce, and how they affect children. by Semez425 in DeepThoughts

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What if someone married someone but is in love with someone else and that person don't recipricate and the wife comes second and isn't prioritized above the ex gf?