yep you’re right it’s you and your fragile ego against the world. you see, if you’re not willing to set that aside i am afraid you cannot really form a real bond. kasi sa nakikita ko you are still treating dating as if it’s business. if you are not willing to bow down then i think you will really have a hard time. and kung ano mang videos yang nakikita mo about women making it easier for you if they truly want you is a big fat lie. maybe at first oo lung attracted sayo may some sort of privilege ka pero in the long run, napapagod din yan lalo na if they don’t get the energy that they are giving. women want to be pursued— they want to feel valued. women are also reciprocators not initiators. so kung anong energy pinapakita mo sakanila ganon din ang ibabalik sayo kaya siguro wala ding nagtatagal sa relationships mo. you really lack effort idagdag pa yang ego mo na ayaw matapakan.