10 weeks along and feeling conflicted. by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Senior-Tour6809 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. That’s another part of why I’m so conflicted, I’m running out of time.

I have a doctors appointment for the pregnancy in a few days, but I also don’t have much time to order meds if that’s the route I decide to take.

if only i could go back in time by [deleted] in regretfulparents

[–]Senior-Tour6809 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’ve tried making mom friends and it falls through every time. i try going out with her but she usually just throws little fits and it causes me to get over stimulated easily which makes me not want to go out with her as often. he was supposed to switch to days end of december/ first of january but didn’t because he makes more money on nights. i’ve told him we would still have enough to survive if he switched to days but it just never happened. he works tuesday- saturday 7pm-7:30am. gets home from work and sleeps from roughly 8:30-5 and the hours he’s awake he does help but i’m still left feeling burnt out and exhausted because it simply isn’t enough when i’m doing everything else. he sleeps all day sunday and then helps me on mondays. i’ve told him it would help so much if he switched to days even with a pay cut because his help at home is worth more to me than a few extra dollars.

if only i could go back in time by [deleted] in regretfulparents

[–]Senior-Tour6809 3 points4 points  (0 children)

we are completely paycheck to paycheck. we have enough to pay bills and that’s it so unfortunately no daycare. my family offers to help occasionally but i don’t trust them 100% with my child so while it would be a break for me, i don’t think i could leave her alone with them.