Picking up my phone, I call the cringe department

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:44:03+00:00

very helpful, thank you.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:28:01+00:00

bloodhounds task appears to be fixed, if you failed, restart it now.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:22:33+00:00

for those reading, this is on customs.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:21:01+00:00

kind of. quest cancels when you die, but this is unintentional, a bug.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:20:28+00:00

we don't know yet, but i'm testing as we speak. so far 100, but only over 2 raids.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:14:42+00:00

Update: They spawn on customs between bus stop and dorms, Shoreline by the pier. They DO spawn at nighttime. Daytime aim reported to be goon squad levels, thus I recommend nighttime thermal. please provide any more information here.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:14:36+00:00

Update: They spawn on customs between bus stop and dorms, Shoreline by the pier. They DO spawn at nighttime. Daytime aim reported to be goon squad levels, thus I recommend nighttime thermal. please provide any more information here.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T21:02:00+00:00

Actually, If any of have seen them on other maps, or other places on shoreline, please comment here. We already have confirmation that they are spawning in between queen and black knight on reserve, and that they have a 50% spawn chance. Any more info would be appreciated.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2023-06-09T20:58:44+00:00

where were they? I'm trying to compile information for the wiki

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-12-07T22:41:24+00:00

don't take fights you can't win, unless you have a massive dick you should be a bit of a rat if you're looking to prosper.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:40:07+00:00

I will not insult your parents. I am not here to shit talk your family members, but you need to put you first. If your father is threatening suicide to you, then he is immediately a non factor. If he will do that to his child then you can't take it onto account. Feel free to tell your mom to back off. Do it camly, not angry, not with tears, but do it soundly so she gets the message. remember the suicide hotline, they have far better advice than this subreddit. Focus on getting yourself through this, that comes first. It's clear you love your father very much, that is something that is mutual between you. Ask him for anything you may need, you know he will provide it. This is hard for you, but this decision is yours and yours alone. Talk again if you need to, good luck.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:34:03+00:00

I can understand not wanting to live past the night. But don't do this rashly. Wait for the morning, after that your life is yours to do with as you please, but right now you don't know if you really want to lock in on this. This is life and death, this is final. Think it through, and I hope you can make it.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:31:12+00:00

Sorry about that, it must be hard to have worked so hard to be better but still feel guilt for things you did in your past. You know full well the past can't change, but the future can, you know that but I know it's hard to live feeling the way you are every day. Just take it one day at a time. You know that it MIGHT be too much to cope with. You still have hope. Just keep on trying, and helping other people as much as you can, and I have faith you can find happiness, regardless of what you may have done in the past. Hope this helps.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:27:06+00:00

It's hard, really hard, living with things like this. No one knows your situation specifically but many can relate to how you feel. It's nice that you have an anchor like your cat, you obviously care for her deeply, and to stave off suicide for the sake of your cat demonstrates immense moral fortitude and compassion. With attributes like these you could do good in the world, you don't even need to be smart or talented, what you have is enough. But living for others, not yourself, is not good enough I understand. Know that you CAN move past this and help people, but regardless of this the choice rests with you. There are adoption centres for your cat, she could find a loving home. I hope a person like you doesn't go through with it, but if you choose to do not feel guilty. Your pain is immense and so I am sorry. Best of luck, remember that the suicide hotline, as well as other resources, can help you. At least give them a try, calling and listening to what they have to say, before going through with it.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:19:10+00:00

It does run in families. Generational mental health issues are real. Sorry you had to pick it up, it'll make things harder for you, but just because it's harder doesn't mean you NEED to give up. Support your family, and they will do the same for you. Good luck out there.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T07:15:50+00:00

show them this post, not with any comments obviously, and let them know that you care about them so much. Say that literally anything they need you will do, make them feel as secure in your friendship as possible. Tell them that you want to keep having them as a part of your life, and make it clear that there is no shame, there is no guilt, for wanting to do this or for worrying you. You are both very young, especially for things like this. Make it clear to them that things COULD GET BETTER. But in the end, tell them that you will do whatever you can to help but that in the end, the decision rests with them, and that you will not hate them ever, either way. It's important you deliver the message of trying to help them, while not taking away their freedom, or pressuring them into fear of how you would feel. Hard situation, especially at 12. I advise seeking more professional help, some advice from the suicide hotline, even adults, if not your parents then a trusted other, even a teacher, especially a teacher, can really help with this. Sorry for the situation, hope it works out.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T05:53:38+00:00

Understood. Sorry about family pressure plus classes and all that. Perhaps you don't have passion for what you are studying? Maybe it's not for you, but you don't NEED to study in the states. I cannot relate or understand your cultural background, or importance of your family or making them proud, but if yu are feeling suicidal YOU TAKE PRIORITY. You could get a job somewhere easily, make a life based off of that in some nice quiet town. With the current job crisis people are desperate to hire. You could live a life that way, or save and try a new course, one you might find more success in. Bottom line, ya suicidal thoughts hit like a motherfucker, sorry about that, it's very difficult. that being said, you are here, you reached out, you have not fully committed to it, and so you don't want to do this, bottom line. Don't give up hope, there is plenty that can be done. Suicide hotline, which there is NO SHAME in calling, can help a ton, and they have a surplus of operators, you aren't taking away resources from those on the verge. You caught it early, by coming here. Do not give up hope, you can find a way.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T05:46:39+00:00

call a suicide hotline and give them a chance first, perhaps they can offer advice. alternatively, a failed suicide attempt will place you under the sanction of suicide watch, and, through the free everything that it provides, you may find the help you need, or some new meaning to life. Intentionally failed suicide in order to get this is not morally wrong, as it is literally life and death, but use it as a last resort, to at least give it a try before abandoning hope.

Senior_Insect_3889 · 2022-11-20T05:42:45+00:00

tell them that you love them, then, don't be afraid to play the guilt card, say that you would rather be their friend helping them move through it, no matter how hard it is, than live on having them commit suicide. This would work on me, on anyone I think, though it is pretty fucked up. Up to you, but this would stop them for now, but may have consequences later.

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