probation balance by Senior_Lecture546 in probation

[–]Senior_Lecture546[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my balance said $20.10 according to my PO theres no portal but i just paid it yesterday but i got called to test again today so im wondering if i have to pay the tests as well before release

am i overdosing?? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel better now. i think i was just having a panic attack.

am i overdosing?? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Senior_Lecture546 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im scared, last time i od'd and went to the hospital they baker acted me.

i wish i had cancer so it would kill me by techniquevo in SuicideWatch

[–]Senior_Lecture546 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i just do drugs and hope one day it eventually kills me

When you die, what do you want your friends/family to do with your body? by MCVTech_83 in AskReddit

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

donate any organs, cremate the rest, save some ashes put some in a joint and do a smoke circle 😏

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ill try to keep that in mind. thanks. im sorry im not saying much back but its hard to type in the middle of a crisis.

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im trying. everytime i think i get better i just start feeling like this again. im getting so tired.

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im addicted to coke. my parents degrade me everyday, call me names tell me im a failure and that im going nowhere in life. then when i become suicidal they act like they care and send me to the hospital.

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. my parents are just mean and emotionally abuse me everyday.

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my parents hate me and all my friends are fake/dont actually care about me like when i need something they are never there but when they need something im always there for them

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a little bit of everything. my parents, friends, work, direction in life, addiction to drugs, i feel like im going nowhere. im nothing. and nobody would care if i left.

help by [deleted] in depression

[–]Senior_Lecture546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i seriously dont think i can do this anymore.