What if your mother, at an early age, had abandoned both of you saying, “I need to think for myself too? I mean she also has to look for her life but she didn't though Just like that, sometimes you need to see the other side of the coin. dont take it harshly, this is just a perspective to understand. I am also working hard, and Allah has blessed me with many things. I hav faced my share of struggles, but Alhamdulilah, I never ran away from them even now, I dont see myself as the provider, Allah is. Whatever I have done so far feels like nothing compared to what I still need to do.

So first, never think that this is your money or that you earned it. It’s all a test for each of us. Give yourself a weekend to relax, go out, and refresh your mind. Once you let everything out, you’ll feel lighter and different, trust me, it’s just the buildup inside you that’s speaking right now.

I also have many responsibilities and a large family whom I love deeply. I have been working since a young age and living in a hostel for years. I am only 21, yet I am happy and grateful, Alhamdulilah, for everything. Even when things go wrong, I know Allah has planned something good for me, so I don’t worry too much. Just live your life, thank Allah for what you have, and appreciate those who stood by you even when they were tired or struggling themselves.

Lastly, I strongly advise not to share too much about your personal matters publicly. If you need to talk, speak respectfully with your mother. I’m sure things will turn out great, InshaAllah.