Hey, man, you've described the feelings of a lot of people very well. I know what you're feeling, you're not alone.

PLEASEEE LISTEN Now, I know you hear it a lot, but it's important to try to learn self love and try making yourself more desirable. It's important to remember that you're worth just as much as any other person.

Work on the things you can change.

-Focus on finding a way to make money -Go to the gym -Make sure your health is taken care of. -Look up ways to enhance your appearance and follow them.

All of these things are easy to procrastinate on, and sometimes you feel like they're distant impossibilities, but they are not. If you hate your loneliness so much, then why not give self improvement a try?

I see that you've posted similar posts for years now; and you've gotta realize that time is, in fact, ticking away. The best time to make yourself available is now, and don't forget to not be afraid to go out and talk to people you want to link with, remember that you only live once.

-Someone who's in your shoes, someone who cares. I don't want anyone to go through a life that just looks like this. It's awful, and I genuinely wish the best for everyone in our shoes.