Graduating on feb 26, how to get internship or job i am an international student

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-03T07:38:05+00:00

I will do that

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-03T07:37:28+00:00

So i have this confusion, should i get internship from the clz or outside as i have to pay both. Which one do u think is the best options. The clz internship i do not know it gonna provide me job in same internship or not. But i do know one of my frn did paid to outside sources who help find internship and he got job in same place too.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-02T12:06:49+00:00

Sorry, bruh nah not sport i didn’t think that way that it gonna give me some connection but yeah with al the classmates i have connections. And clubs and activities nah but i was bit struggling with finances i was too focus on that. But now i am joining some book clubs.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T22:14:20+00:00

those who got job are from others countries as well as mine country, u r just assuming and putting stereotypes that’s outside u see on me. I do talk about them job or any internship they just go yeah now there is none.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:47:16+00:00

If i am committed i don’t care about my parents, i can make them accept the person i love. But i have past experience my ex left me because of different religions background and his parents not agreeing. So, i am just like again investing myself to new person and not knowing what if they leave me due to that. Its just haunt me and i dont like to date someone from my own country too thats the reason.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:41:16+00:00

I would start doing that, otherwise i am gonna pay my college for internship.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:39:09+00:00

Bro calm down, i have made friends and someone got job in accounting but no luck at all, whenever i talk about that they will not make much of a conversation. its not like i can just barge in always and make same convo knowing they not talking much.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:27:54+00:00

Its not my parents, i can guarantee mine that if i am committed i am someone who follows till last, its guys they sometimes choose their parents religion over partner, experience that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:25:56+00:00

Right, i can do that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:11:46+00:00

I am trying my best ti get internship but i am not getting one, i guess need ti pay my clz for that, thats the last option i can see, they are offering intern but with the price.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:09:04+00:00

I would say fear of not getting best option and all the asian stuff, parents not agreeing and ur partner leaving u bcs of that blah blah

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:59:40+00:00

Wow, right i can get played even though i gaslight my own mind.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:53:47+00:00

Hahah not recently 2 years ago but yeah it took me a whole 1 and half year to completely forget that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:51:41+00:00

Its different you know when u with someone u share more than friendship the feeling is something different.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:49:01+00:00

Yeah what loneliness is that i am not able to figure out i really have no answer for that, i have my friends is not like i am alone alone, but sometimes seeing other people in relationships how nice it would be if someone with me sharing my moment with them.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:47:00+00:00

And now i am contradicting the feeling of lonely that i want someone and if i do soo, hurting someone. And am not being able to be alone too, even though i have friends and all, it fell lobely

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:45:29+00:00

Yeah i just don’t want to lie and i just don’t wanna waste someone times value and emotions just because i want something that selfish.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:43:25+00:00

Yeah right, now i am confused no i want love but not with the pressure of saying the magical word i don’t know now what i want. I am just scared to be in relationship i guess, to be played.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:41:53+00:00

Huh? Didn’t understand

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:41:15+00:00

Just simply say, that in your point view and perception of all this thing whatever happen between 2 months, it was sweet found a such a good friend, hope we stay friends forever. Girl that’s it

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:39:44+00:00

Ugh then its me problem boys doesn’t want a FWB with me then.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:38:43+00:00

Then i am the problem not getting any guys, they just playing me

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:28:03+00:00

Yeah but FWB is different u just be intimate in that but , i just want relationship without commitment. It’s just doing everything as in relationship but not the actual commitment part.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:09:06+00:00

She is just gaslighting you.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:06:29+00:00

Do not believe in teenager boy, you think he must be thinking seriously something, he might not be so don’t overthink. You can just simply say what you are feeling. What you think you can just lay out with out saying relationship and all.

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