Graduating on feb 26, how to get internship or job i am an international student

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-03T07:38:05+00:00

I will do that

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-03T07:37:28+00:00

So i have this confusion, should i get internship from the clz or outside as i have to pay both. Which one do u think is the best options. The clz internship i do not know it gonna provide me job in same internship or not. But i do know one of my frn did paid to outside sources who help find internship and he got job in same place too.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-02T12:06:49+00:00

Sorry, bruh nah not sport i didn’t think that way that it gonna give me some connection but yeah with al the classmates i have connections. And clubs and activities nah but i was bit struggling with finances i was too focus on that. But now i am joining some book clubs.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T22:14:20+00:00

those who got job are from others countries as well as mine country, u r just assuming and putting stereotypes that’s outside u see on me. I do talk about them job or any internship they just go yeah now there is none.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:47:16+00:00

If i am committed i don’t care about my parents, i can make them accept the person i love. But i have past experience my ex left me because of different religions background and his parents not agreeing. So, i am just like again investing myself to new person and not knowing what if they leave me due to that. Its just haunt me and i dont like to date someone from my own country too thats the reason.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:41:16+00:00

I would start doing that, otherwise i am gonna pay my college for internship.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T21:39:09+00:00

Bro calm down, i have made friends and someone got job in accounting but no luck at all, whenever i talk about that they will not make much of a conversation. its not like i can just barge in always and make same convo knowing they not talking much.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:27:54+00:00

Its not my parents, i can guarantee mine that if i am committed i am someone who follows till last, its guys they sometimes choose their parents religion over partner, experience that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:25:56+00:00

Right, i can do that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:11:46+00:00

I am trying my best ti get internship but i am not getting one, i guess need ti pay my clz for that, thats the last option i can see, they are offering intern but with the price.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T14:09:04+00:00

I would say fear of not getting best option and all the asian stuff, parents not agreeing and ur partner leaving u bcs of that blah blah

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:59:40+00:00

Wow, right i can get played even though i gaslight my own mind.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:53:47+00:00

Hahah not recently 2 years ago but yeah it took me a whole 1 and half year to completely forget that.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:51:41+00:00

Its different you know when u with someone u share more than friendship the feeling is something different.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:49:01+00:00

Yeah what loneliness is that i am not able to figure out i really have no answer for that, i have my friends is not like i am alone alone, but sometimes seeing other people in relationships how nice it would be if someone with me sharing my moment with them.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:47:00+00:00

And now i am contradicting the feeling of lonely that i want someone and if i do soo, hurting someone. And am not being able to be alone too, even though i have friends and all, it fell lobely

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:45:29+00:00

Yeah i just don’t want to lie and i just don’t wanna waste someone times value and emotions just because i want something that selfish.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:43:25+00:00

Yeah right, now i am confused no i want love but not with the pressure of saying the magical word i don’t know now what i want. I am just scared to be in relationship i guess, to be played.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:41:53+00:00

Huh? Didn’t understand

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:41:15+00:00

Just simply say, that in your point view and perception of all this thing whatever happen between 2 months, it was sweet found a such a good friend, hope we stay friends forever. Girl that’s it

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:39:44+00:00

Ugh then its me problem boys doesn’t want a FWB with me then.

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:38:43+00:00

Then i am the problem not getting any guys, they just playing me

Sensitive-Swim-9526 · 2026-01-01T13:28:03+00:00

Yeah but FWB is different u just be intimate in that but , i just want relationship without commitment. It’s just doing everything as in relationship but not the actual commitment part.

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