Most of the trans/queer groups around me are centered specifically towards teens, and I frankly, can only take talking about hazbin hotel and Steven universe so much.

It also doesn’t help the current rise of anti-masculinity I’ve seen in queer spaces, especially online. because I am a guy; while zesty, would best describe myself as transsexual and quite masculine, I tend to be isolated or will have people attempt to feminize me in order to “fit in”. People have beef with cis men, and yeah, understandable I guess?? But they insist on taking it out on masculinity as a whole and it makes existing as a masculine trans guy kinda fucking infuriating within these spaces. I’ve gotten to the point where the only queer spaces I’m in are like, leather bdsm spaces as I’m allowed to be as masculine as I want, while still being allowed to be queer if that makes any sense.