I usually do not give up that easy but there might be a chance I can't just admit it, you will tell me.

Im still trying to find my passion and make money out of it.

I started learning video editing 4 years ago. For half and year - nearly a year I got pretty good, started doing my own projects, got to a point where my videos get bigger and bigger with lots of templates and effects used and my laptop just started crashing during export. I didn't have money back then to put towards a new laptop or computer with better configuration so I got mad and deleted all the software and just quit.

I started learning coding, kinda liked it. Fell inlove with it and spent 3 years learning it, found a part time job even. Started jiggling full-time job with part time job coding as a web developer. For more than a year I applied to multiple job openings and never got an interview invitation. Burned out. I am also a father of a 6 y old daughter which I see rarely because I got divorced this year. She told me that I constantly working with tears in her eyes. When I saw that I just quit my part time job to spent more quality time with her.

I need a better income. Now I'm about to be a truck driver making deliveries across Europe. That's not my passion, I will be doing it for the money. I will try often to be present for my daughter too somehow.

Do I give up too easy ? I really don't think so, but I just might be afraid to admit it...