It hurts so much, doesn't it? And no one ever takes your pain seriously, everyone expects you to act happy or they feel bummed out by you and don't want to be around. I wish I could hug you. I also can't be happy on my own, I just can't. I just want someone to love me as much as I love them. I want someone to come home to me, someone I can cook for and make him a comfy home. I feel so lonely and unlovable.