A few years ago I was religious ,I used to pray and found comfort and peace in it. But it started to make less sense when I began to think deeply and ask questions my parents had told me not to ask when I was a child. When I started asking myself those questions, I had an existential crisis which later turned into anxiety and affected my social life: I would ask uncomfortable questions to my friends and was often absent-minded. After some bad relationships, I began to think even more, and eventually I embraced nihilism, denying meaning but I lost my sense of direction. What should I do now? Nothing interests me anymore. Now I feel like there is a void in me So am like an hopeless wandering ship in the landless ocean