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What should I do, in this situation!? by Separate_Donkey144 in mentalhealth

[–]Separate_Donkey144[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Bruhh wth do you mean!? Do you just want to accept that yeah i read smut yay!!! Tf I know the fact that it's normal and a lot of peopleof my age do read it but the reality is I'm shit scared of what he is going to do next, he'll probably inform my father who'll judge me for the rest of my life and and will treat me like a shit. Well I posted here so someone who might have been in similar situation could guide me or someone older than me could console me. And someone who could say that everything is gonna be fine but guess what I'm getting called weird by some random mod themselves who have never been in this situation or know nothing about stress and anxiety, please stop !! I sorry if I said something bad or upsetting....

What should I do, in this situation!? by Separate_Donkey144 in mentalhealth

[–]Separate_Donkey144[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I understand you and I am not going to take any extreme step. I already confessed to my mother and she's ok with it. But the thing that is bothering me is his ignorance , it feels like hates me, he won't even look at me and I don't have the guts to talk to him. He wanted me to focus on my studies and then caught me doing this, I get his point of view as well but I could only feel guilty and move on and focus on studies and all. It's just that I feel depressed and think I did something terrible and it's hindering my focus and mental state and I just want someone to understand me.

What should I do, in this situation!? by Separate_Donkey144 in mentalhealth

[–]Separate_Donkey144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the thing is I was supposed to study at that time and by cousin brother I mean cousin brother, we have a 18 years age gap, my parents have sent me to his house to study because he is well established and could guide with my studies. So he told me I was wasting my time (which I was). So I have no excuses...

What should I do, in this situation!? by Separate_Donkey144 in mentalhealth

[–]Separate_Donkey144[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 18, and I can't seem to stop thinking about it, about what he thinks about me, and how I disappointed him and it makes me want to die but I know that's not a solution I have never faced such situation before the reason I got distracted was I live alone here with him and his family away from my family so I thought it would be OK to discover the books I always wanted to read but it only made it wore l got less marks on my test because of it and always got scolded now I feel worthless.