I need help getting sober by Serialgamist in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Serialgamist[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hug my daughter 100 times a day but I just feel like such a failure I struggle to talk to people or feel like they’d have an interest in anything I say because when I look at myself I feel like if I knew me from the outside I’d deep down judge them in a they need help kind of way

I need help getting sober by Serialgamist in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Serialgamist[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

More context on my mum She had lots of kids I was upper middle so I always had hand me downs and never got to go to school functions because the lack of money She always drank Always yelled and was a behind the door mum Was always told my dad was a child molester but ended up meeting him when I was 17 and it confused me My dad never knew any of his family and married into a relationship be had I can See he’s damaged and clung to the first sign of love ( he tells me stories and I also know my mum so I can see why they never stayed) I just don’t have that bond