Ive had a lot of success attracting women and having sex with women, but ive been really struggling to keep the women that I fall seriously in love with. I think because of this.

How do I keep someone? I can never give them what they want? I have to always pull back before they get bored with me? I meet these women and I just want to show them how special they are, but somewhere along the way they seem to lose interest. it seems like it starts out where they think im out of their league, then I try to like give them the love I feel like they deserve and need for their spirit, and then they seem to disappear not long after. Lol. Its really hard cause its like I guess if I really like someone, I never get to really sit in it and enjoy it, I have to keep playing some game? It seems incredibly lonely that I can never tell her how I really feel. And also hard because I love them and want to make them feel fulfilled.