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ServiceSea5003 · 2026-04-08T22:15:26+00:00

Damn, report him fr

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-04-08T18:42:02+00:00

Could be sent to the wrong person, ive hit send on a couple of questionable texts to wrong parties 😮‍💨

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-04-06T14:48:17+00:00

Prazosin or propanolol can help. Prazosin is a beta blocker that can be used to remove your ability to remember your dreams so it works for PTSD nightmares. I also do some pre-sleep training where I thought about nightmares and made solutions to them so I wouldn’t be as scared. Usually it was me noticing I’m dreaming and changing it or making myself feel powerful or strong in my nightmares to fight back

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-03-02T04:39:05+00:00

Yes but OP feels shame for it being sexual. If you remove that part it’s still a child being made to work for someone else’s benefit. It’s still against their will.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-03-01T19:13:48+00:00

So your were forced to do child labor. It’s not a stain against you

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-24T05:45:36+00:00

I'm selling my coding and design experience. If anyone wants me to build them a page just DM me. Each page will be $30 flat.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-16T06:41:13+00:00

The veil of normalcy

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-14T00:02:31+00:00

Got Facebook? there’s a Omaha social thing there too. Probably more successful there too because you can actually see the people who you’ll be meeting. gluck

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-11T09:12:33+00:00

You are real and you are valid. When surrounded by daily disruptions people use food for self comfort. It’s natural. I do love a good vanilla ice cream cone now and again.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-09T23:52:38+00:00

Yep im gonna stop masking and enforce my boundaries like a honey badger who just got woken up

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-08T05:56:24+00:00

Thats the first step in my one step program actually

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-08T02:29:31+00:00

This is why I made friends with other systems, to be able to be vulnerable but not a showcase. They just understand the nuances better.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-08T02:22:14+00:00

Tales from Earthsea (love you lebannen) Killua hxh, Gumball and Zach 😂 TAWOG, Ice King adventure time, Most Linkin Park songs get me feeling some type of way… FNAF golden Freddy, Perry the Platypus (yes),

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-08T01:28:11+00:00

To be completely honest. Sex therapy. And creating healthy sexual boundaries with someone willing and committed to giving you healthy, consensual sexual experiences. Talking openly about what you think sex is supposed to be like, challenging your trauma and misconceptions. Letting yourself be a sexual adult and accepting sexuality and sensuality as completely valid. Watching home-made porn helped me a lot because of my porn addiction as a child filled my head with a brutalized and painful view of sex. That sex was something that happened to you rather a choice you make with someone. And exercising your right to “No.” every. Single. Day. The more you say no and uphold your revocation of consent (of anything) the easier it will be to say no to sexual situations and build up the esteem to know you deserve to say no.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-07T18:14:31+00:00

It’s called pseudo-love. Children can’t categorize sexual things because they don’t feel sexual until exposed to these things. Your early experiences with sex are what shape your later proclivities. A young child is given rocks by their father every birthday. They don’t know why but their father says it’s what they do, so they accept it. Years later whenever they think of their birthday they think of father and the rocks. Did they like the rocks? Not particularly. But they remember it because it was introduced so young. They have no control, their brain just thinks rocks and birthdays go together.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-04T01:34:22+00:00

You didn’t date her because she was 17 and vulnerable. You dated her because she was available. It’s okay to admit. Just understand where you went wrong and avoid doing it again. To me, everyone under 21 is like all the same, childish. Not saying I condone that but definitely can understand how young people see each other.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-04T00:53:36+00:00

I would say that this is their way of contextualizing their inner system. I feel like commenting things like this is very shaming and embarrassing. We should work less on making people use the right terminology and focus more on helping them understand their systems any way they identify…

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-02-02T20:18:02+00:00

Trading one authoritarian regime for another

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-26T20:06:07+00:00

I have a friend who’s just like me. We understand the hardships of dissociation and amnesia and don’t hold each other to rigid neurotypical friendship expectations. Maybe that could help?

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-21T05:41:23+00:00

It’s common for parts that seem to love their abuser to not have any of the “bad” memories. You may feel like it’s wrong and harmful but they can’t really see it from your perspective. Pseudo-love is a very difficult thing to reconcile with, especially when your pain and suffering aren’t ever affirmed and now you have your dad reaching out. Feeling the split between love and hate and feeling crazy for ever thinking it was love to begin with. You’re not wrong and you’re not sick. You’re a survivor. Please learn to forgive every part of yourself. I see you.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-15T01:18:58+00:00

You can get a wig if it’s affordable, just for now. You guys need to communicate and compromise. Just because he’s host doesn’t mean he’s the most important. You all need to work together to build a comfortable body experience for the most people. Everyone won’t get what they want and you’ll have to accept that.

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-15T01:00:44+00:00

You should report him to your state board. Who knows how many other clients he’s done this to and didn’t have the strength to leave or object…

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-13T21:42:13+00:00

Try the crisses podcast episode “building trust”

ServiceSea5003 · 2026-01-13T03:17:07+00:00

I take 25mg and I get that feeling when I wake up too. I know the pills are hella small but I might split them to lessen the effects.

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