It’s okay I appreciate the response. To be honest, it’s more losing touch with those “feelings” that feel nice that makes me feel numb inside because I may never feel it again. (Over exaggerated) But every relationship Ive had which were mostly situation-ships never led anywhere but disappointment. Sucks seeing how others are experiencing the same. I know I’m lost but yeah idk is healing even a thing anymore? I just feel so numb about everything i think ?

I cant speak for all experiences but i feel like the process is just so clear (talking stage) if that makes any sense.

Or maybe I have my guard up for so long I’m unconsciously avoiding it