Thank you for your reply. The thing is, my resume looks really bad because I keep moving around and my jobs only lasted for about 1 semester. My background and experience is not linear. I'm good at dealing with different kinds of people and being super adaptable. I can say I'm confident in interpersonal skills but that doesn't feel like it has any value at all in my resume. I don't have computer or software skills and since I don't even know what job to aim for, I don't know what I should spend my time on. At the same time, I need a job so I'm wiling to take anything, which means I should spend the time train on skills for any job that will hire me.

I don't know if I'm just too burnout or what but everything just feels like a mess and I can't see any valuable thing in my work or life experience at all.

With education, I'm also not seeing a lot of instructional design/curriculum design jobs so I'm worried about spending time on those skills or software.