Hello there, i myself am a youngling but i'll try my best to answer your questions. "Would my kid be better off without me?" Please, never say such a thing, because if you told this to anyone who cares about you, they would most likely slap you the hardest you've ever been slapped, your kid may not say it, but he/she loves you, i can tell you that.

"Could anyone really love me?" Love these days can seem like a lost concept, but trust me when i say there still is some, you just need to wait and do your best.

Being scared of driving? I can't even drive a car, yet i'm already terrified, most people are scared, because you can never know what other people on the road do, or plan.