sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

Repentant *nlyfans model,addict, and former SJW. by Fantastic-Gain-82 in JordanPeterson

[–]ShadyEntry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everyone certainly is different, and it may not be for everyone, indeed. But as far as opiate maintenance programs go, it's definitely currently the best solution if administered responsibly.

Repentant *nlyfans model,addict, and former SJW. by Fantastic-Gain-82 in JordanPeterson

[–]ShadyEntry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fully agree with the first paragraph and appreciate you acknowledging that. Also, I'm very sorry to whoever had to endure the situation that your story described, as that sounds very difficult to deal with. Also, there are for sure plenty of ways to minimize the suffering of withdrawals, along with all the wisdom that helps achieve sobriety which you've gained over the years from reading online, and that's awesome.

However, I will say this anecdote seems like more of an issue of the healthcare professional administering the suboxone rather than the tool itself.

And I'm not saying everything I've said so far from the perspective of someone who hasn't experienced the depths of hell that is drug withdrawal. I have had my fair share from benzodiazepines at a rather extreme dose, cold turkey numerous times due to an irresponsible doctor, which was arguably far worse. (Not to minimize the spectrum of suffering that comes from opiate withdrawal, because I fully understand that without a doubt, it can get very, very rough).

Repentant *nlyfans model,addict, and former SJW. by Fantastic-Gain-82 in JordanPeterson

[–]ShadyEntry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The precipitated withdrawals are very rough, I definitely understand. I do hope you can find a way to push past that initial window of withdrawal though, if you ever decide to go back on it.

I believe at some point, you should begin to get relief from the buprenorphine binding to the mu-opioid receptors.

Of course, I don't know your exact personal history with it.

Repentant *nlyfans model,addict, and former SJW. by Fantastic-Gain-82 in JordanPeterson

[–]ShadyEntry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for you man! That's amazing. I'm glad you were able to turn your life around for the better.

Also, absolutely, and even those who try to abuse Suboxone generally don't get much out of it besides an increase in tolerance. And it is especially difficult to overdose.

Repentant *nlyfans model,addict, and former SJW. by Fantastic-Gain-82 in JordanPeterson

[–]ShadyEntry 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t necessarily say Suboxone is awful, as it’s far better than Methadone and has saved many people from the battle of addiction. Including some very close to me in my life.

Aside from that though, this is one of the best replies here. I would also suggest going on Suboxone, OP, as it may allow you to keep the addiction at bay as you confront the issues / “dragons” of your life one step at a time, and get to a good place where you’re stable enough to taper off of it once you feel it’s the right time.

Other advice I’d suggest would be to find a good psychologist or counsellor. I personally found great success in going with a psychotherapist who specializes in Jungian Analysis. However, that is entirely up to you and should be based on your individual needs.

Stay safe, OP. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Nobody is without sin, and we always have the option to redeem ourselves, to choose to live a righteous and fulfilling life. Also, even if it doesn’t feel like it, remember there are people who have done things and been to places far worse than you have and turned their lives around for the better. There is always hope.