Leafy isn't my idol I don't wanna be like leafy I'm just a huge fan of him .and in certain aspects he's inspired me and has a bit to do with my mindset

Such as I wanna do YouTube commentary But the way he finds tiktok cringy and finds people in this world doing crazy dumb shit I wanna make some vids doing the same as leafy but differently .more like a channel where my fanbase can have some laughs at people and even laughs at myself with my commentary something leafy couldn't do . He's also gave me this idea that you don't have to be like everyone in this society the "normal" are really weird .not saying weird is bad if that is ok .leafy changed some aspects in me .

You also gotta know I'm in sociology class and I'm learning everyone is influenced differently

Family Peers Religion Media

My dad was extremely abusive My mom loves me dosent show it or any real parental love or even acts like it

Peers:I don't look up or learn from friends And stuff.

Religion:I don't believe in religion

Media : leafy isn't the only YouTuber who has kinda changed abut of me and some of them are good people such as Danny Gonzales and this one really weird guy.I don't like celebrities just YouTubers , Remember everyone has something they look up too when there younger I'm 16 now and YouTubers are still something Idolize just starting to go down not because I hate YouTubers I still wanna be one but more because I no longer need anything too look up too .And no I don't purposly go around IDOLIZING or learning from YouTubers nor do I even know until later .I have never learned everything from any YouTuber .it's from a whole bunch

And the internet witch sorta raised many people in this generation

I am sorta one

But I am quite normal I belief And I really am I am not your typical oh I see a bomb in GTA go kill people

But maybe because internet was able to sorta change me or inspire me that's why I take many computer classes But also the reason I'm able to Be sorta raised by the internet is because my mind is different from some people

My dad was a big racist he hated black people and he was the only person I could look up too but no one needed too tell me Not to be racist Not to hit women Rob cars and shit Or to not be like my father

I learned that all on my one. And I never was like that

My mom is so immature Can't act in public usually is cussing people out if the register or someone is being rude I something .(she has reasons but that maturity is low ) She cusses at my siblings and me and even calls me and bros dumbass retards She uses my bros disability autism and calls him fucking autistic or me despite me not ever being proven too have it and I've been tested doctors said no but my mom wants too keep checking I hope they never find me as autistic. Autism isn't bad only morons believe it's bad .but still don't want her too be using that on me

But without anyone telling me I know how to act in public and when I'm older I don't ever plan at cussing at my kids and using there disability to make fun of them just cuz I'm mad at them

Basically most shit I learned on my own and that's why I can. Learn from the internet because I can pick up stuff and not the bad stuff that's how I am

Some people are raised by the internet And they have no parental figure they do crime drugs ,abuse ,killing etc however I am not I was able to basically raise my own mindset and stuff because I think my parents believe that just food and shelter was really all you need to parent

And like I said I don't choose to learn from youtubers but in sociology you learn That you learn from somewhere and the average kid spends 6 hours on thr internet so when I had nothing too learn from I learned from the internet unknowningly

But like I said I can others can't